Saturday, December 26, 2009

ayaka-san has got married!

From Tokyograph:

“Popular actor Hiro Mizushima (24) and singer-songwriter Ayaka (21) surprised the entertainment industry on Friday when they held a press conference announcing that they recently married. In addition, it was revealed that Ayaka will be putting her music career on hold.

The two apparently first met three years ago, but it wasn’t until a magazine interview last spring that their relationship began to develop. The pair started seriously dating in August. They decided to register their marriage on February 22.

Mizushima explained, “She is indispensable to me. I thought, if I let go of her, I’ll regret it my entire life.” Ayaka commented, “My first impression of him was that he had really powerful eyes, and he could completely see through me. Right now, he is someone I respect from the bottom of my heart.

It was also learned that immediately after Ayaka’s debut in 2006, she became ill with Graves’ disease, an autoimmune disorder. Ayaka tearfully reported that her symptoms have been increasing. As a result, Ayaka will continue with her music until the end of this year, after which she will put her career on hold. Mizushima promised to protect and support her.”

Not that I only know about this news recently, it's just that this post has been saved as draft for a very very long time. Ayaka-san and Hiro-san was married this year, I only just know about this around end of this year, as usual, I kinda forgot to finish this post.

Ayaka-san, to me, her voice is as amazing as it sounds. Her voice is gentle and powerful that often brings me this gentle feelings.

Today, I hope Ayaka-san's illness has receover little by little. I will pray for her.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

I gonna make it!

At times, I think, I don't wanna face these people anymore because I can't really stand their way of speaking, the way they communicate with each other, either too straight forward or sometimes they'd tend to speak out anything that's in their mind without thinking about other's feelings. But I know I have to face it, because this is what's gonna make me strong.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

my own decisions?

These days, I slowly come to realize that, you can't make decisions that easily all the time. I used to think that I could manage the time between friends and work without too much problems, but somehow I was wrong. Ever since I decided to join the vocal class and decided to be participated in the show (since every group must have at least one performance, though not that everyone in the group has to join), I barely have the time to spend with my friends. I know friends are important to me, but I have to be responsible at what I've decided to do. It's difficult at times, but I believe sooner it would be easier for me to cope with it, well, at least I hope so. =]

another day passed~

What's pissing me off right now, is that my hearing is getting worst and worst. I hate it when others try to roll their eye on me when I didn't hear what they say. Hey c'mon, it's not that I don't wanna concentrate on what you're saying, it's just that I couldn't hear you clearly. Well, there're times I rather pretend I know what they're saying then pretend to laugh at it. But it wouldn't turn out well every time, especially when people are actually asking me something, then I laughed, it'd be weird, and they'd be like 'wtf?' Meh.

Never had I regretted joining the vocal class until few days ago, but well, it's not that I'm saying I've regretted it right now, I don't really know how to express my feelings. I somehow feel exhausted, somehow and sometimes I feel like I was being ignored or treated like nothing, well, except Wendy, she's like the most caring person eventhough her work is like few hundred times harder than the other people from my group. No offense though. Anyways, maybe not really treating me as 'nothing' but just that they don't really need me? I've been going to the practice and well, people from my group are apparently elder than me by few years and they're already working right now. Perhaps that's the difference between people who are working and who are not, people who are working tend to not care about the others' feeling too much? Oh no, I shouldn't say that, cos バート先生 isn't like that; or maybe I didn't know them for long (for your information, they're already friends before joining the class and before they know me). Well, I guess I should mix around with them more often, or try to talk more as I could~?

Well, second thing which got me pissed off right now, is the cough. I've been coughing for about one month and there's no sign in getting any better. Well, maybe there is, I haven't been coughing like few weeks back now. Yes, it was wayyyy worst few weeks back. Oh, and I coughed a very little amount of blood just now during the vocal class practice, I suspect it's caused by the coughing and one tiny part of my throat has got hurt because of that. Meh.

Third thing is, I've had headache the whole day for I-don't-know-what-reason. I tried to rest for an hour at Kevin's house, but too, my headache isn't getting any better. You asked if I didn't get enough sleep, I'd tell you I've rest from 2a.m something to 12p.m, that's probably too long but yeah, I did get enough sleep though~

Well, hopefully my illness would be gone soon~


Friday, December 18, 2009

New layout! XD

Congratulations to me! I've finally changed a new layout for my blog out of my sien-ness looking at the same layout all the time eventhough I can see YUI-san on my blog. x3 Anyways, just blogging out of boredom, recently I've been going to the vocal class quite often to practice our group's show for the Christmas eve. We're going to have Christmas count down party! XD Oh my, which reminds me of that I, always look forward to Christmas every year. 'Cos I just love it! I don't know about others but it always gives me a peaceful feeling, not to mention listening to the song makes me feel like I wanna go back to the time when I was still a littke brat! XD

Just got back from the vocal class though, gonna sleep now. Night to the world~ =3

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Shows I'm SOoooooooo gonna watch!!! XD

TV Shows

* Tokyo DOGS as Kudo Maruo (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (not yet started)
* MR. BRAIN as Hayashida Toranosuke (TBS, 2009) - downloaded (done watching)
* Zettai Kareshi SP as Asamoto Soshi (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Mei-chan no Shitsuji as Shibata Rihito (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Hanazakari no Kimitachi e SP as Nanba Minami (Fuji TV, 2008) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Room of King as Mori Jiro (Fuji TV, 2008)
* Zettai Kareshi as Asamoto Soshi (Fuji TV, 2008) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Churaumi Kara no Nengajo as Miyashita Kota (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Gout Temps Nouveau Drama Special (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Hanazakari no Kimitachi e as Nanba Minami (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Watashitachi no Kyokasho as Yahata Daisuke (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Kanojo to no Tadashii Asobikata as Fujiki Kyouji (TV Asahi, 2007)
* Kamen Rider Kabuto as Tendou Souji (TV Asahi, 2006) - downloading (Still watching xD)
* Pink no Idenshi as Ikushima Mizuki (TV Tokyo, 2005)
* Brother Beat as Yoshi (TBS, 2005)
* Ame to Yume no Ato ni (TV Asahi, 2005, ep7)
* Gokusen 2 as Misawa Hiro (NTV, 2005)


* Beck (2010) - looking forward to it!! I've watched a bit of the anime, it was not bad. Heard that they're practicing for the band until their hands hurts a lot just for the movie, I'm so looking forward to their hard work!! =D
* Drop (2009)
* GS Wonderland (2008)
* 100 Scene no Koi mobile drama (2007)
* Kamen Rider Kabuto: God Speed Love (2006)
* Lovely Complex (2006) - watched, but I didn't know he was in it until Kevin told me... = ='' He really does know how to not make himself obvious to the audience~
* Hatsu Kare net drama (2006)

If you're wondering, yes! These are the shows which Mizushima Hiro are in! XDDD Lol, I admit I really LOVE watching his shows! XD He can be anything he wants to be; a foolish coward, a total playboy, a responsible chamberlain, or a completely good man who would bear everything just for his loved ones, or someone whose very confident to himself in everything he does, and I personally believe in real life he IS that kind of person~! :D

Monday, December 07, 2009

Lol bored

Exactly, I'm just purely bored!

Nothing much to do these days except going out late until middle of night. Planning to dye my hair but meh, not very sure about it yet, maybe later~? =b

Tomorrow's plan: wake up late in the morning about brunch time, go to Kevin's house around 1 or 2 or 3, then go to LCB to get information for applying for the college, after I get things done, go to yayasan with the girls to do 'modeling' lololol! sounds kinda funny though~ XD

Anyways, bad news for today, my vocal class was somehow cancelled due to the reason that my teacher wasn't in the mood of teaching because of burglary, one LCD monitor and keyboard at the receiption was stolen (yes, monitor and keyboard but not CPU o.O), few hundreds dollars was stolen but surprisingly not any big amount, the computer in the office wasn't stolen as well. It is suspected that the thief could be someone who's close to my teacher or perhaps the thief has the key for some reason. Well, we don't have the proof so yea~ Hopefully the office will be safe until tomorrow morning, I doubt it's gonna be easy for teacher Danny (vocal teacher) to fall asleep tonight. May God be with you. =]

Jaa, nothing much to blog about. I simply change the layout for awhile~ just for fun~ maybe sooner or later I'll put my blog back to normal~ XD lalalala~~

Aa souda! I wanna introduce these songs to everyone, currently my favourite singer at the moment, same rank with YUI but different feeling! Love her so much! I don't really know the words to descripe her voice, it's like, gentle but powerful? It's like when I listen to her songs, I'd feel like as if I was lying down on a huge grass field, looking up to the sky. Yes, relaxing indeed! =] Ja, let's enjoy the song~ <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="">

ayaka - Okaeri (English translation)

Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to (yeah)
Thanks for your love

Pretending to be alright again
to paint out the color of sadness
I just laugh it off

The importance of believing
Even if I understand it
Well, there are times when I still doubt

Times when my empty body
just flows by
It makes me want to just lie down, but
I just want to hold you
These feelings stab through me so I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to (yeah)
Thanks for your love
Sweet home

I used to believe adults think
only of themselves and they are cunning
But there are people desperately trying to go back
Even screaming out loud
I finally realized that

There is no such thing as
one natural happiness in this world
For your sake, I was able to realize that
By carrying these feelings,
I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
Accelerating the speed of everyday
Welcome home, Sweet home
There will always be this unchanging scenery
Sweet home

Searching for the missing
wound in my heart
The thing that made me fight and go on
Was because there was a “welcome home”

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
where love
has a place to go home to (yeah)
Thank for your love

Welcome home, I'm home
It’s alright because you are here
Welcome home, sweet home
keep waiting, because I’m arriving soon
Sweet home

oh yeah
Welcome home… sweet home...

ayaka - Yume wo mikata ni (English translation)

Crying, laughing, worrying
All those days, all of them, will lead to the future

We will create a connected road
I wonder what’s waiting at the end of our walk

You don’t have to live beautifully, we all have a weakness
Let’s race past the present so we have no regrets

Spread the wings that only you possess
And embrace the miracle you see in your eyes

(Just fly high)

I couldn’t be true to myself
And I’ve taken quite a long road to get here

But each one of us is different
I’ve realized that nothing is set in stone

I don’t know the true meaning of hopes and dreams
But I believe they’re magic that can make you a great person

You don’t have to hide your tears behind a smile
Because you have wings that only you possess

(Fly with your wing that you only have in yourself)
(So you can fly high)

Softly close your eyes and imagine
Let your dream be your ally

You don’t want to lose or have any regrets
But that makes you closer than anyone to your dream

Spread the wings that only you possess
And embrace the miracle you see in your eyes

(Take a chance)
(Get yourself)
(Love your dream)
(Have a smile)
(Always be with you)

ayaka - Blue days (English translation)

Heading home by myself, like usual, I put in the key and open the door
When I do, you greet me with a "welcome back"
I hold on to my fleeting hopes

Afraid of getting hurt, I always turned my eyes away and ran
But when I feel your scent on the street
Without realizing it, there I am looking back

If there is an answer that can't be seen
That won't disappear along with your gentle arms
Kiss me softly on the cheek and say "I love you"
On that night, we swore that it would last forever

Together, we mount drops of light onto a big canvas
We won't be able to carry out
Any of the plans we made, anymore

Before I knew it, I lost sight of the excessively busy sky
It seem like my hands could reach the starry sky that I looked up to, and my tears didn't stop

If there is an answer that can't be seen
That won't disappear along with the morning that I greeted with you
Hold me softly and close to your chest, and say "I love you"
Back in those days, we swore that it would last forever

Back then I saw you off, with your back turned to me
Should I have stopped shouting when I went hoarse?
Black regrets have run about so many times

If there is an answer that can't be seen
Then the sun that can be seen through a crack in the window won't disappear
Warming my shaking shoulders, and closing my eyes
I've found the answer that I didn't realize was there

Sunday, November 08, 2009

i r teh bored D:

Holaaa~~ it's been awhile since I last blogged! XD Well, it's not that I've lost interest at blogging or whatnot, but just feeling a little (or should I say very?) lazy to blog nowadays due to the... exam, maybe? XD I'm... just feeling lazy! =x

I've downloaded lots and lots of songs recently, most of them are Japanese and Chinese, few Korean and a little bit of English songs, I even tired downloading metal/ gothic songs yesterday due to my curiousity, however, they're not to my style~ D: And I noticed some of them can actually ruin my mood just by listening to them, well actually most of them. =\

Nothing much happened recently except the exam fever. Well, not really 'fever' to me since I don't study like an insane person. :O Had Geography the other day, didn't even really studied, the question was not THAT difficult, and those chapters I didn't study but I had a feeling it will be in the exam end up in the exam paper also! woots! "You're gambling again!" Yea, that's what my friend told me, and yes! I always do that =\ well it's not very good for a student who is having exam. Meh~ studeh! = =

Current Favourite:

中島美嘉 – 流れ星
(Mika Nakashima - Nagareboshi) [2009.11.04]

NICO Touches the Walls – かけらー総べての想いたちへー
(Kakera -Subete no Omoitachi e-) [2009.11.04]

These are currently my favourite albums! =D I especially like NICO Touches the Walls's Kakera -Subete no Omoitachi e- because it has Osamu in the MV! x33 Well, but the song is actually quite nice though~ MV are provided here~ =D

Aaaaaaaaaalright now, I should go and study my combine science, paper 2 and I barely know things. =s Afternoon will be Geography paper1, I guess I should be okay with it~ meow~ xD


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Blogging again! xD

Tadaaa~ Yea I'm here to blog again~! and yes, soon to be gone again! xD

Anyways, I'm just feeling quite excited because I really want to share this book that I've been reading to improve my Mandarin writing skill, okay fine that's not the point! XD The point is, this book is very nice! wahahah!! Okay, pictures of the versions of the book! =D Well, I'm not sure how many version do they have for this book, but yeah, I'll just paste them all up here! XD

It's called the 'Cathedral of the Sea'

Chinese version of the novel.

Spanish - original version

English version

English version? xD

English version again~ xD

Well, like I said, I don't know why do they have so many version of this novel but yea, I'll just put them all up here!! xD And here goes the reivew of the book! Since I'm quite lazy to think of what to write, oh, maybe I don't mind to write in Mandarin? Since I bought the book in Mandarin version. =x

This book is a good example of why one shouldn’t judge a book by it’s cover. The HB borrowed this book from a friend and my first reaction when I saw it was :O It is over 600 pages you see.

Out of sheer curiosity, I flipped the book open and read the first page, and from then on, I could hardly stop. Cathedral Of The Sea was originally written in Spanish and then translated into English. It is a good historical novel set in 13th century Barcelona.

The story centers around the construction of the Santa Maria Del Mar cathedral. The author describes the construction in such detail that you can’t help but imagine the real thing. The protagonist in this story is Arnau Estanyol, born a serf, survives numerous ordeals and is made a baron. He is portrayed as a great man, and his devotion to the Virgin Mary is unwavering throughout his trials in life. One has to wonder though, can an individual actually go through THAT much trials in life?

Arnau’s benevolence is to a fault. His lifelong kindness towards his fellow bastaixos, his generosity towards clients, outcasts and peasants; I could almost see a halo on his head :P Arnau does have his share of enemies though. They plot to bring about his downfall, and they suceed. All is not lost however. You have to read the rest of this book yourself to know what happens. I am no storyteller, but all I can tell you is that this book left an impact on me. I think it was the details in the book that made it stand out. War, threat of starvation, anti-Semitism, the injustice of the Inquisition and politics of the church; this book was written with A LOT of research put into it.

The price tag on the book reads EUR19.20, so I’m guessing it’s gonna be really expensive to get in Malaysia or Singapore, but if you can, get your paws on it. What else can I say, it’s just “one of those books”.

Credits to : Whimsicaljottings

Oh yes, I cried for more or less about 5 minutes while reading this novel once. Lol, I can't deny it's a good novel, for this is the virgin creation of this author~! He has done a lot of effort on writing this book! You'll know it when you read it! =D

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Getting ready for hell later! =O

2:00pm! Yes! I'm getting ready for my English paper I and II later from 2 to 3:30pm and 4 to 5:30pm. Zzz~ I've always doubting my paper II would score with flying colours but this time, I have to trust myself that I CAN DO IT! D'= Oohh pleaaaaaaaase~~~~~~ My Oral Exam was already hell for me, I hope my written papers should be alright!

Ganbarimasu~!!! >=D

Tomorrow, POA paper II, well, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE RAWRRRR!!!!!!!!!1111111111

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Honey and Clover

Crying for something you wanted so much,

and Crying for something you don't want to do;
which of them hurts more?


Saturday, October 10, 2009



I don't know how long did I spent to type the sentence above. =.='' Sigh~! I gotta work harder to get to speak/ type better Japanese! XD

Btw, translation for the Japanese sentences above:
Hi, everyone! I'm blogging again! I'm very happy today, at the same time I'm feeling a bit upset because today is the last day of school! Good luck in your examination, everyone!

Well, that's all I can type in Japanese! XD Any correction is appreciated! =D

Yes, last day of school, I'm feeling rather happy but at the same time I'm feeling quite upset, thinking about the times we used to spend sitting with each other in the classroom; slacking while teachers were teaching in front of the classroom; whispering to each other until our volume gets louder and louder because everyone is getting noisy and we can't hear each other's voices; suddenly got very hot and quarrel with each other, etc. Lul~ I used to hope that the time could go a bit faster, so I could graduate earlier. However, this morning when I woke up, I thought "today is going to be the last day of school", the feeling is totally different. I will seriously miss all the sweet and the bitter times! =']

This might be my last blog post before my exam actually starts, but maybe not. =b Since I've got to practice more before my English papers, well, that's before 21 of Oct, after that I might start writting Chinese blog posts to practice my Chinese writting style! XD For those who can't read, I'll TRY to translate them into English. well, only IF I'm not TOO lazy! XDDD

Daisuki no sensei desu! <333

Sensei to Jia Min desu! =D

Best seatmates VS Daisuki no sensei! <3>Beloved Evon~! <33>Baka tachi! XD

Ying xi and I~!

Madam Wong~! <333

Omg Freddy's trying to kill me! O.O


Friday, October 09, 2009

I'm blogging? o.O

Wasn't I supposed to be on hiatus? xD hahahah well, I just feel like blogging la~ =b

Tuition? Picnic? xD

Picture above was taken during P.O.A tuition. My cousin was hungry that she ordered Jolibee together with ah Pei, I thought I wouldn't wanna eat, but in the end I was stealing their food also! =x

Anyways, I've just cut my fringe, and yes, it looks weird! D= I regretted it, now I miss my long fringe. D=

Though it may look okay due to some angle adjustment.

But seriously, it look weird! Dx Even Baato san said it's cacato! D=

So, Okay, my random blog for today. XD

Oh wait, I think I should upload YUI's songs here too! XD Enjoy! =D




YUI - Never Say Die

いい事があんのも人生 そうやって続けんだ
Baby Never mind Never say die

騙し合うこと それもあるでしょ
鏡の中の 君だって分かってるはず
上を見てたら 宇宙まで飛んだ
果てない青空 明日どっちだ?

やったって 上手く行かなくて
Baby Never mind Never say die

ずるい奴らと お人よしじゃ
敵うわけない でも変われない
コイン投げ込んだ It's alright

いい事があんのも人生 そうやって続けんだ
Baby Never mind Never say die

力尽きて眠る時 気は紛れるけれど

立ち止まって 考えんだ
でもBaby Never mind Never say

いい事があんのも人生 そうやって続けんだ
Baby Never mind Never say die


Never Say Die English Translation

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Deception occurs sometimes
Even your reflection in the mirror probably knows that
Looking up, we’re flying right into outer space
Where will the boundless blue skies of tomorrow be?

Things which you just got to do
Be it accomplishing them or it not going smoothly
Even when you’re feeling down
Baby Never mind Never say die

Overly-kind people are just no match for sneaky ones
But nothing can be changed
I feel like relying on God
Tossing in a coin It’s alright

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Though exhausting all energy and falling asleep
Is a way to take my mind off thoughts for a while

Things which you just got to do
And at times you can’t see clearly
Stopping in my tracks and thinking
But Baby Never mind Never say

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die


Yui - It's all too much





銀河に広がる 奇跡集めて


ねえ そうでしょ?






ねえ ウソでしょ?


。。。It’s all too much




ねえ そうでしょ?

It's all too much English Translation

The night is turning into a shade of cobalt
The chilly star studded sky is glimmering
There’s no need for words of any sort

Rather than trying to uncover the truth concealed behind tears
I’m better off with baseless predictions
Sitting on the bench where the lights have already gone out
And gazing up
It was a shooting star with only idealities surfacing

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
If I were to live life as it is simply
I would gather all the miracles dispersed throughout the universe
And try overcoming them
All because these emotions which are pulsing throughout my body
Are dictating me
This wouldn’t do
Am I right?

Being as decisive as cast dice
And not ever having regrets
I hope to move onward to the next destination
The rule book which was created uncertainly
Only timidity appeared later
I continue watching the backs of my rivals
As naked as the moonlight
Was a shooting star which strayed from a pure heart

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
To live life as it is simply
Innocence does not suffice
You can’t escape from conflicts too
Those lessons which I have learnt time after time
Are definitely dictating me
What should I do
It’s a lie isn’t it?

Simply daydreaming
Will not get me anywhere
It also can’t make me more pleasant
I wonder why?

… It’s all too much

Nee! Would someone enlighten me
In order to live life as it is simply
I want to change even the toughest obstacles facing me into something humorous
And then laugh it off
Because there is no way to resolve it
It is buried within everyday life

That is why I wish to believe
Miracles do exist don’t they?
Am I right?


Thursday, October 08, 2009



Anyways, what I've wrote above was 'Hi, everyone! It's been awhile, somehow I'm really lazy to blog. Meh, was trying to blog in Japanese but well, IT'S SO HARD! I'll try again next time! 譲ってない!(Correct? XD )

Recently I've watched some Japanese drama, one of them is 山田太郎ものがたり ( Yamada Taro Monogatari), it was a great one, and アタシんちの男子 ( Atashinchi no Danshi), this drama might seem a bit too fantasy but it's really nice! I like both dramas very much! Since there's only 10 - 12 episodes for each drama, I managed to finished them in less than 4 days, . =p I always like to find my favourite actors when I watch drama, for Yamada Taro Monogatari, I kind of like Takuya, he doesn't talk much, but apparently he has helped main character quite alot, and I like his cheeky smile everytime he's planning something cheeky in his head! XD

For Atashinchi no Danshi, I've finally found one actor I might like as much as I like YUI san! XD This person is, Okura Sho, cast by Kamui Osamu san! =D I don't know what words to use to describe this person, I used to see him act in Nodame but I guess I was too caught up with Nodame and Chiaki senpai, that's why I didn't really notice him. Oh yea, the first time I saw this man, what was in my mind was 'Wow, this person looked like a Chinese!' when I saw him act in Nodame. And I'm serious! XD

Doesn't he look like a Chinese? o.O

And sometimes I think he looks like Korean as well. .__.

Chugoku jin desu ka? ._o


Thursday, September 17, 2009

YUI new album releasing! It's all too much/Never say die

YUI's new album 'It's all too much/Never say die is coming up!!! Yui has cut her hair short and dyed it! It's so cute of herrrr awwww!!!! x333 I really love the way she compose her songs, it always give me a very strong feeling! I may be exaggerate but everytime I listen to her new songs I feel like crying!! well~ = =

it's all too much/never say die

着うた(R)は、いよいよ明日から配信!! (2009.9.1)

『It's all too much / Never say die』ですが、

発売日が、 10/07(水)  に変更になりました!


新曲『It's alll too much』の着うた(R)が、



The date for Yui's album to be released has been changed from 14 October to 7 October! Wheee~!! Though I don't think I can buy it. D'=

PS: There's a line in the info that tells what YUI said about this single:

Even the approaching difficult problem
I want to change into the humour, and to laugh it off.

So as we knew, YUI wanted to give a happy mood to the difficult situations in the movie. x3

It’s all too much/Never say die 2008.10.07
01. It’s all too much
02. Never say die
03. Again (Acoustic Version)
04. It’s all too much (Instrumental)

Download the Single : coming soon
Download the PVs :
- it’s all too much

+DownLoaD+ (HotFile AVI 109.1 MB)
- never say die
+DownLoaD+ (MegaUpload AVI 107.02 MB)
+DownLoaD+ (MediaFire MP4 49.82 MB)

credits: YUI-lover, Leo@YUI-indo, R3z4prof

'O' level , November 2009 Exam schedule.

I finally upload this dummy exam schedule! omg, it's been so long that this piece of paper has been given. =O

And right after our exams there'll be our graduation ceremony! Which is to be held on the 22nd of November. Evening 6:30pm. It's supposed to be a happy thing but I sort of don't feel it that way. And yes, I'm one of the committees, but I didn't agreed to it at first. I was told to be in charge of the drama thingie, which I thought I only told the leader I think I should be 'OKAY' with it but I'm not sure if I wanna join. And there he is telling me to do this and that which I'm sort of pissed. Hey, I wanna be the one watching the show but not the one running around when most students are watching the show~! Why don't he just tell other level's students to in charge of this? Which I've told him don't-know-how-many-times. I mean, it's acceptable. = = Meh. Great, whenever I gave him suggestion, he told me I should only be cooperative but not too suggestive, wooohooo~ isn't a leader supposed to learn to accept other's suggestion? Or try to think about it twice or so? Or how you gonna be an efficient worker? You'll die of your hard-headed-ness one day, dude. = =

Mehh, enough about that. Hopefully my graduation exam went well. = = I won't be able to get my cetificate unless I pass the average. D= Which I'm sort of worried since both my average for mid year and first trial are on the boarder line, which is 53. o.O lalalalala~~~

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Just feel like blogging for a little~ xD

Lul I'm here to blog again lulul! =x

No, I'm not slacking!!! =O *crosses fingers* =x

Anyways, I just had my English Oral Exam this afternoon and it was... just okay... I made a few mistakes while I was talking to the examiners. Well, now that I think, I could've just say "I'm sorry, I mean..." back then, lul~ BUT I DIDN'T!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! Gawd. = = But I guess it was.. fine? Hahahahah!! NOOOOOO I MUST HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF!!


*Clears throat*

WELL, I had my English Oral Exam today and it was GREAT! GREATER THAN GREAT!! XD

*Jumps off building*

Jesus Christ~! Hopefully both my English papers is going to be okay or I'm so sure I'm gonna die in vain. = ='' *goes off to read more English books* LOL! Okay, the problem now is, I'M NOT GOOD WITH PAPER 2!!!!1 Well, I could score quite well in Paper 1 but not Paper 2! Tell me why and tell me how, am I going to strike that dummy paper 2 with flying colours~ T.T Rawrr~ Perhaps it's just the matter of my understanding... I know I don't have common sense baaaaa~ T.T


And Oh~ pictures in Maths tuition~ xD

Baato sensei is trying to feed me fat during the tuition hour~! =O


I ate 3 'balls' of chocolates and... one piece of don't-know-what-is-that cake XD
AND!!!!! I finished the pink coloured drink... .__."
Baato sensei's hand on the left and Jon's hand on the righ!!! XD

Abish blogging for now! Baato sensei said he missed my blogging HAHAHAHAHHAH!!! BAH! Imma continueing my Hiatus status! XD *goneee with winddddd~*

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Turning on Hiatus status. =]

Two songs to share before I turn on my Hiatus status. Both are from NANA, one of the Japanese Animations. They suit my mood so much now eventhough the lyrics of the songs doesn't make much sense to my mood. =b

Lovin' you
Kuroi Namida (Black tears)

My forecast result is out. It didn't turn out too bad since I haven't really studied, and no, I should NOT be proud of it. Either ways, it's bad enough to allow me not to get in any university. Which is also one of the reasons I'm getting more and more emo nowadays. -.- (a little too late, huh?)

Bahasa Melayu - D
Chinese - A1
English - C6
D. Maths - C6
Combine Science - U
Geography - D
P.O.A - C6
Commercial studies - D
M.I.B - B4

Well, at least I managed to score an average in my result sheet. So I don't have to work like an insane person just to get my arse onto the passing line for graduation exam. Anywoots. Ciaos people, gonna study for good, and I hope I'm not only saying this time. =]

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

So random Lul =x

Little insect in its little world;
eventually you'll crash the wall;
however your life's gonna be,
I just couldn't be bothered even more.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Another day~ xD

With my crazy seatmates aka buddehs~ xD Exchange glasses and hmm, be nerd! XD

Pei on the left and Freddy on the right! xD
We've got a better shot but was deleted by stewpiak ithcy hand Freddy D=

Plastic-ish Pei =x
Doesn't she look like a character from anime? xD

Naado. -.-
was trying to imitate Pei but was being teased and I laughed lul. =x

Dang! I look like some kinda Oh Pa Sang! = = Okaiiii~ I just look simply weird with glasses. =S but well~! That's all purely for fun! Kakakakak!!

I've just finished watching Heroes volume 4, it's so great but it's so not great because Nathan is dead and Sylar is now Nathan!! =\ I know it's pretty confusing for those who don't watch Heroes, so lemme tell you, Sylar is a bad guy! =O though sometimes you'd be wondering if he REALLY is. Well, after Sylar had killed Nathan, he was captured by Angela, Noah, Peter, and Matt, and was brain washed by Matt, and now he has become Nathan. However, his memory was just being covered up by Nathan's, it doesn't mean he will lose his memory. In few years time, Sylar will slowly regain his memory and... TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! omg, I can't wait for volume 5 coming up! tralalalalala~~ Oh yes, tracy become water woman! =O Now I like her more! But I still LOVE Claire!!! XDDD

I Love You,
Beth Cooper

Anyone watching it? xD

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Crap! =O

















Similarly is the human, why can trample other people's dignity?!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Follow your dream, or just follow the crowd?

*≈ Ļరη̉ξrƹdϣʚϟƒ ≈ 【心】【-1201-】 ¤~7th ďvŧ×~¤ | 1314/2 | says:
i read something today
more than 6 billion people on earth
less than 1 billion complete education
next year is 2010
means people who went to uni during '07 or '06 will be graduating soon
the world is not the same as it was during 06 or 07
a lot of things have changed
some people followed their dreams. but some people just followed the crowd.
do what people say, do what people do, not doing what they want
those people, come 2010, will regret all their decisions
because they never took their time to think 'today' for their 'tomorrow'.
Education and career is beyond diplomas and degrees. employees won't expect a piece of paper to work for them. they need young leaders who are creative, capable of multitasking, good speakers, intelligent, skilled, full of passion, aspirations dreams and hope.
Quote for the day. =D

Find where the rainbow come from! xD

Ah Seng's Lovely smile~ xD
*Bling Bling teeth*

Kevin also has bling bling teeth!! xD

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Woots random so random~ xD

The reason why I couldn't study... OMG This is so not a place for study/ work. = = Alright.. I'm so gonna clean this dustbin up, SOON!! Or else I don't think I could even study until my 'O' Level ends... X.x

Lul, I don't really know why I bought this but I guess it's, well, obvious? xD
(OS: I wanna get fairer, a lil, at least. HAHA)
The blue box with a pretty lady on it above was actually some promotion thingie. It cost me $11.80 and NIVEA on the left $2.20.
Sum: $14.00.

Well, actually I only wanted to buy this thing, which cost me $11.00, expensive indeed, but oh well~ it's not like I buy it everyday~ xD

But while the sales lady was writting the receipt, she offered me the box, which included this lil thing. o.o I thought it was gonna be as the same size as the facial wash thingie but... it ended up like this.. .__. Well, it's $0.80 extra. I couldn't expect much. ^^"

Good luck to me in whitening my skin then! xD

Hyin & Tenga
Smile happy with the cow heart~ xD

During F5B's Biology period! ZOMG this is a cow heart! O.o and yea, it's so Super HUGE... = = Nah, it's not that disgusting, it just look like a raw chicken meat instead. o.O

About to rain? Looks like the end of world to me... = =

Oh and lastly here, a picture taken from yesterday, and yes, while I was driving, again. xD Told you I always look at the sky while driving, but no, don't learn, it's not a good habbit... = = Went out with Pam yesterday evening (Thanks for the meal, Pam and Wingz~ x3), then met up with Yuan-chan and talked a bit. Was supposed to ask that baka neko out but he ppk! =O hahahah!! jkjkjk!! xD

Baka Pei! Don't say I no update again arhh!! xDD