Saturday, December 26, 2009

ayaka-san has got married!

From Tokyograph:

“Popular actor Hiro Mizushima (24) and singer-songwriter Ayaka (21) surprised the entertainment industry on Friday when they held a press conference announcing that they recently married. In addition, it was revealed that Ayaka will be putting her music career on hold.

The two apparently first met three years ago, but it wasn’t until a magazine interview last spring that their relationship began to develop. The pair started seriously dating in August. They decided to register their marriage on February 22.

Mizushima explained, “She is indispensable to me. I thought, if I let go of her, I’ll regret it my entire life.” Ayaka commented, “My first impression of him was that he had really powerful eyes, and he could completely see through me. Right now, he is someone I respect from the bottom of my heart.

It was also learned that immediately after Ayaka’s debut in 2006, she became ill with Graves’ disease, an autoimmune disorder. Ayaka tearfully reported that her symptoms have been increasing. As a result, Ayaka will continue with her music until the end of this year, after which she will put her career on hold. Mizushima promised to protect and support her.”

Not that I only know about this news recently, it's just that this post has been saved as draft for a very very long time. Ayaka-san and Hiro-san was married this year, I only just know about this around end of this year, as usual, I kinda forgot to finish this post.

Ayaka-san, to me, her voice is as amazing as it sounds. Her voice is gentle and powerful that often brings me this gentle feelings.

Today, I hope Ayaka-san's illness has receover little by little. I will pray for her.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

I gonna make it!

At times, I think, I don't wanna face these people anymore because I can't really stand their way of speaking, the way they communicate with each other, either too straight forward or sometimes they'd tend to speak out anything that's in their mind without thinking about other's feelings. But I know I have to face it, because this is what's gonna make me strong.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

my own decisions?

These days, I slowly come to realize that, you can't make decisions that easily all the time. I used to think that I could manage the time between friends and work without too much problems, but somehow I was wrong. Ever since I decided to join the vocal class and decided to be participated in the show (since every group must have at least one performance, though not that everyone in the group has to join), I barely have the time to spend with my friends. I know friends are important to me, but I have to be responsible at what I've decided to do. It's difficult at times, but I believe sooner it would be easier for me to cope with it, well, at least I hope so. =]

another day passed~

What's pissing me off right now, is that my hearing is getting worst and worst. I hate it when others try to roll their eye on me when I didn't hear what they say. Hey c'mon, it's not that I don't wanna concentrate on what you're saying, it's just that I couldn't hear you clearly. Well, there're times I rather pretend I know what they're saying then pretend to laugh at it. But it wouldn't turn out well every time, especially when people are actually asking me something, then I laughed, it'd be weird, and they'd be like 'wtf?' Meh.

Never had I regretted joining the vocal class until few days ago, but well, it's not that I'm saying I've regretted it right now, I don't really know how to express my feelings. I somehow feel exhausted, somehow and sometimes I feel like I was being ignored or treated like nothing, well, except Wendy, she's like the most caring person eventhough her work is like few hundred times harder than the other people from my group. No offense though. Anyways, maybe not really treating me as 'nothing' but just that they don't really need me? I've been going to the practice and well, people from my group are apparently elder than me by few years and they're already working right now. Perhaps that's the difference between people who are working and who are not, people who are working tend to not care about the others' feeling too much? Oh no, I shouldn't say that, cos バート先生 isn't like that; or maybe I didn't know them for long (for your information, they're already friends before joining the class and before they know me). Well, I guess I should mix around with them more often, or try to talk more as I could~?

Well, second thing which got me pissed off right now, is the cough. I've been coughing for about one month and there's no sign in getting any better. Well, maybe there is, I haven't been coughing like few weeks back now. Yes, it was wayyyy worst few weeks back. Oh, and I coughed a very little amount of blood just now during the vocal class practice, I suspect it's caused by the coughing and one tiny part of my throat has got hurt because of that. Meh.

Third thing is, I've had headache the whole day for I-don't-know-what-reason. I tried to rest for an hour at Kevin's house, but too, my headache isn't getting any better. You asked if I didn't get enough sleep, I'd tell you I've rest from 2a.m something to 12p.m, that's probably too long but yeah, I did get enough sleep though~

Well, hopefully my illness would be gone soon~


Friday, December 18, 2009

New layout! XD

Congratulations to me! I've finally changed a new layout for my blog out of my sien-ness looking at the same layout all the time eventhough I can see YUI-san on my blog. x3 Anyways, just blogging out of boredom, recently I've been going to the vocal class quite often to practice our group's show for the Christmas eve. We're going to have Christmas count down party! XD Oh my, which reminds me of that I, always look forward to Christmas every year. 'Cos I just love it! I don't know about others but it always gives me a peaceful feeling, not to mention listening to the song makes me feel like I wanna go back to the time when I was still a littke brat! XD

Just got back from the vocal class though, gonna sleep now. Night to the world~ =3

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Shows I'm SOoooooooo gonna watch!!! XD

TV Shows

* Tokyo DOGS as Kudo Maruo (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (not yet started)
* MR. BRAIN as Hayashida Toranosuke (TBS, 2009) - downloaded (done watching)
* Zettai Kareshi SP as Asamoto Soshi (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Mei-chan no Shitsuji as Shibata Rihito (Fuji TV, 2009) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Hanazakari no Kimitachi e SP as Nanba Minami (Fuji TV, 2008) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Room of King as Mori Jiro (Fuji TV, 2008)
* Zettai Kareshi as Asamoto Soshi (Fuji TV, 2008) - downloaded (done watching!)
* Churaumi Kara no Nengajo as Miyashita Kota (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Gout Temps Nouveau Drama Special (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Hanazakari no Kimitachi e as Nanba Minami (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Watashitachi no Kyokasho as Yahata Daisuke (Fuji TV, 2007)
* Kanojo to no Tadashii Asobikata as Fujiki Kyouji (TV Asahi, 2007)
* Kamen Rider Kabuto as Tendou Souji (TV Asahi, 2006) - downloading (Still watching xD)
* Pink no Idenshi as Ikushima Mizuki (TV Tokyo, 2005)
* Brother Beat as Yoshi (TBS, 2005)
* Ame to Yume no Ato ni (TV Asahi, 2005, ep7)
* Gokusen 2 as Misawa Hiro (NTV, 2005)


* Beck (2010) - looking forward to it!! I've watched a bit of the anime, it was not bad. Heard that they're practicing for the band until their hands hurts a lot just for the movie, I'm so looking forward to their hard work!! =D
* Drop (2009)
* GS Wonderland (2008)
* 100 Scene no Koi mobile drama (2007)
* Kamen Rider Kabuto: God Speed Love (2006)
* Lovely Complex (2006) - watched, but I didn't know he was in it until Kevin told me... = ='' He really does know how to not make himself obvious to the audience~
* Hatsu Kare net drama (2006)

If you're wondering, yes! These are the shows which Mizushima Hiro are in! XDDD Lol, I admit I really LOVE watching his shows! XD He can be anything he wants to be; a foolish coward, a total playboy, a responsible chamberlain, or a completely good man who would bear everything just for his loved ones, or someone whose very confident to himself in everything he does, and I personally believe in real life he IS that kind of person~! :D

Monday, December 07, 2009

Lol bored

Exactly, I'm just purely bored!

Nothing much to do these days except going out late until middle of night. Planning to dye my hair but meh, not very sure about it yet, maybe later~? =b

Tomorrow's plan: wake up late in the morning about brunch time, go to Kevin's house around 1 or 2 or 3, then go to LCB to get information for applying for the college, after I get things done, go to yayasan with the girls to do 'modeling' lololol! sounds kinda funny though~ XD

Anyways, bad news for today, my vocal class was somehow cancelled due to the reason that my teacher wasn't in the mood of teaching because of burglary, one LCD monitor and keyboard at the receiption was stolen (yes, monitor and keyboard but not CPU o.O), few hundreds dollars was stolen but surprisingly not any big amount, the computer in the office wasn't stolen as well. It is suspected that the thief could be someone who's close to my teacher or perhaps the thief has the key for some reason. Well, we don't have the proof so yea~ Hopefully the office will be safe until tomorrow morning, I doubt it's gonna be easy for teacher Danny (vocal teacher) to fall asleep tonight. May God be with you. =]

Jaa, nothing much to blog about. I simply change the layout for awhile~ just for fun~ maybe sooner or later I'll put my blog back to normal~ XD lalalala~~

Aa souda! I wanna introduce these songs to everyone, currently my favourite singer at the moment, same rank with YUI but different feeling! Love her so much! I don't really know the words to descripe her voice, it's like, gentle but powerful? It's like when I listen to her songs, I'd feel like as if I was lying down on a huge grass field, looking up to the sky. Yes, relaxing indeed! =] Ja, let's enjoy the song~ <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="">

ayaka - Okaeri (English translation)

Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to (yeah)
Thanks for your love

Pretending to be alright again
to paint out the color of sadness
I just laugh it off

The importance of believing
Even if I understand it
Well, there are times when I still doubt

Times when my empty body
just flows by
It makes me want to just lie down, but
I just want to hold you
These feelings stab through me so I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
A place to go home to (yeah)
Thanks for your love
Sweet home

I used to believe adults think
only of themselves and they are cunning
But there are people desperately trying to go back
Even screaming out loud
I finally realized that

There is no such thing as
one natural happiness in this world
For your sake, I was able to realize that
By carrying these feelings,
I can move on

Welcome home, I'm home
Accelerating the speed of everyday
Welcome home, Sweet home
There will always be this unchanging scenery
Sweet home

Searching for the missing
wound in my heart
The thing that made me fight and go on
Was because there was a “welcome home”

Welcome home, I'm home
With one word my heart is satisfied
Welcome home, sweet home
where love
has a place to go home to (yeah)
Thank for your love

Welcome home, I'm home
It’s alright because you are here
Welcome home, sweet home
keep waiting, because I’m arriving soon
Sweet home

oh yeah
Welcome home… sweet home...

ayaka - Yume wo mikata ni (English translation)

Crying, laughing, worrying
All those days, all of them, will lead to the future

We will create a connected road
I wonder what’s waiting at the end of our walk

You don’t have to live beautifully, we all have a weakness
Let’s race past the present so we have no regrets

Spread the wings that only you possess
And embrace the miracle you see in your eyes

(Just fly high)

I couldn’t be true to myself
And I’ve taken quite a long road to get here

But each one of us is different
I’ve realized that nothing is set in stone

I don’t know the true meaning of hopes and dreams
But I believe they’re magic that can make you a great person

You don’t have to hide your tears behind a smile
Because you have wings that only you possess

(Fly with your wing that you only have in yourself)
(So you can fly high)

Softly close your eyes and imagine
Let your dream be your ally

You don’t want to lose or have any regrets
But that makes you closer than anyone to your dream

Spread the wings that only you possess
And embrace the miracle you see in your eyes

(Take a chance)
(Get yourself)
(Love your dream)
(Have a smile)
(Always be with you)

ayaka - Blue days (English translation)

Heading home by myself, like usual, I put in the key and open the door
When I do, you greet me with a "welcome back"
I hold on to my fleeting hopes

Afraid of getting hurt, I always turned my eyes away and ran
But when I feel your scent on the street
Without realizing it, there I am looking back

If there is an answer that can't be seen
That won't disappear along with your gentle arms
Kiss me softly on the cheek and say "I love you"
On that night, we swore that it would last forever

Together, we mount drops of light onto a big canvas
We won't be able to carry out
Any of the plans we made, anymore

Before I knew it, I lost sight of the excessively busy sky
It seem like my hands could reach the starry sky that I looked up to, and my tears didn't stop

If there is an answer that can't be seen
That won't disappear along with the morning that I greeted with you
Hold me softly and close to your chest, and say "I love you"
Back in those days, we swore that it would last forever

Back then I saw you off, with your back turned to me
Should I have stopped shouting when I went hoarse?
Black regrets have run about so many times

If there is an answer that can't be seen
Then the sun that can be seen through a crack in the window won't disappear
Warming my shaking shoulders, and closing my eyes
I've found the answer that I didn't realize was there