存在

我到現在才真正的領悟到＂醉翁之意不在酒＂的涵意．我也終於領悟到，當我需要某些關懷時，那些我最重視的人們卻都不把我當成一回事．．．算了，反正等到時間過去，習慣就好了，沒什麼事難得倒我的．

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY!!! XDDDDD

Today, which is a month away to Christmas, is no one but MY LOVELY DYDY'S BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONMON!!!!!

=DDD

All the best wishes to you and may your dream come with a blast~ =D

人生．．．

人生，跟電視劇並不一樣
因為，電影總有結局
而人生，卻不斷的向那未知的未來奔跑．．．

Random stuff~

一切將會過去...讓我為自己打造一個新的未來吧...

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

原來　
一切就如當初一樣
不想承認的事實
一下子的擺在眼前
想賴也賴不掉
依稀能感覺到
他的失望和無助
那麼深刻的刺傷著某顆心
他想她
他真的很想去那邊探望她
但他身邊的朋友
卻一個個的讓他失望了
他讓她失望
他多麼的懊惱
他多麼的失望
他多麼希望能到她身邊問候她
＂過的還好嗎？＂
簡單的一句話
對他和她來說
都值得了．．．
就是不瞭
為什麼會這麼樣的依戀他？
＂沒關係了＂
曾經以為是這樣子的．．．

Just feel like writing this little poem out of a blue, have been living lifelessly after the exam finished. I guess I should start to work on something before I go really insane... = ="

Went to visit Kevin's family last night, they are still as cheerful. Hopefully everyone out there are in the pink of health, take care. =]

Laugh Away!

NEW BLOG LAYOUT UPDATE!!! XDDD

No, I'm not that slow, I just like this picture of YUI-san a lot! and that's why I decided to make a layout of it. =D

Yui's new song has released few days ago, which was 12 of November. I just downloaded it because I had forgotten about it due to the peeling up of exam's stress. Thanks for that. = =" So yea, Yui-san's "My Short Stories" has released!!! XD Let's enjoy the new creation of hers! =D

	DISC 1
	01 I'll be
	02 HELP
	03 Last Train
	04 Winter Hot Music
	05 Jam
	06 Skyline
	07 Free Bird
	08 I wanna be...
	09 Oh My God
	10 Cloudy
	11 Driving today
	12 Understand
	13 crossroad
	14 It's happy line
	15 Why me
	DISC 2 《初回生産限定盤付屬》 Music Video + LIVE CLIP
	01 I'll be
	02 Understand
	03 Jam
	04 Opening
	05 No way
	06 Daydreamer
	07 Street live at Sapporo
	08 Namidairo
	09 Am I wrong?
	10 Street live at Sendai
	11 Love is all
	12 Tomorrow's way
	13 Street live at Hiroshima
	14 Good-bye days
	15 Ending

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Kanji I'll Be

I’ll be　君のこと
想いだしていたんだ
旅立ちを　きめたんだね　
Together　いつだって応援してるよ

もしくじけそう煮なったらねえ
部屋にこもってるだけじゃ　駄目さ

町を歩いて
今日の用な
気持ち取り戻してOh Baby Try

笑顔って “Play You”
チカラになるんだから

I’ll be　キミ色に　
ぬり　変えて行けばいい
まよう　こともそりゃあるけど差
Together　いつだって応援してるよ

もし孤独に負けそうならねぇ、
好きな歌を聴いてみてほしい

人ごみに
まぎれたって
見つけだせるからOh Baby Try

笑顔って “Play You”
チカラになるんだから

I’ll be　君の事
重い出して痛んだ
旅立ちをきめたんだ　ね
Together　いつfだって応援してるよ

いつか誰かをそっと
愛して行くとき
まもれる　勇気を
きみのなかにそだていぇ　湯君だ

I’ll be　ささいなしつぼうを
繰り返すたびにきっと
やさしさに触れ合える
人生わ　すててた　門じゃない　らしい

I’ll be　君色に
塗り変えて行けばいい
迷うこともそりゃあるけど差
Together　いつだって応援してるよ

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Romaji I'll Be

I’ll be kimi no koto
Omoi dashite itanda
Tabidachi wo kimetanda ne
Together itsu datte ouen shiteru yo

Moshi kujikesou ni nattara nee
Heya ni komotteru dake ja dame sa

Machi wo aruite
Kyou no you na
Kimochi torimodoshite Oh Baby Try

Nando datte “Play You”
Yaru shika nain dakara

I’ll be kimi iro ni
Nuri kaete yukeba ii
Mayou koto mo sorya aru kedo sa
Together itsu datte ouen shiteru yo

Moshi kodoku ni makesou nara nee
Suki na uta wo kiite mite hoshii

Hito gomi ni
Magiretatte
Mitsuke daseru kara Oh Baby Try

Egao tte “Play You”
Chikara ni narun dakara

I’ll be kimi no koto
Omoi dashite itanda
Tabidachi wo kimetanda ne
Together itsu datte ouen shiteru yo

Itsuka dareka wo sotto
Aishite yuku toki
Mamoreru yuuki wo
Kimi no naka ni sodatete yukun da

I’ll be sasai na shitsubou wo
Kurikaesu tabi ni kitto
Yasashisa ni fureaeru
Jinsei wa suteta mon ja nai rashii

I’ll be kimi iro ni
Nuri kaete yukeba ii
Mayou koto mo sorya aru kedo sa
Together itsu datte ouen shiteru yo

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Chinese Translation I'll Be

I'll be　突然想起了關於你的事
你已經決定要踏上旅程了呢
Together 直到何時我也會支持著你

吶　在心情低落的時候
一直呆在房間也沒甚麼用的哦

走在街上
把像今天一樣的心情奪回來吧　Oh Baby Try

不管多少次也會　"Play You"
因為這是不能不做的事


I'll be　重新再填上屬於你的色彩也沒關係
雖然也有感到迷惑的時候
Together 直到何時我也會支持著你

吶　如果有快要輸給孤獨的感覺
希望你能夠　聽聽自己喜歡的歌曲

縱使你散失在人群之中
我也一定會把你找出來　Oh Baby Try


露出笑容吧　"Play You"
因為我會成為你的力量

有一天自己漸漸愛上一個人的時候
希望能在你之中
得到能夠守護別人的勇氣

I'll be　在微小的失望不斷重覆的旅程中
一定會和溫柔相遇
畢竟人生並不是這麼容易就能捨棄的東西

I'll be　重新再填上屬於你的色彩也沒關係
雖然也有感到迷惑的時候
Together 直到何時我也會支持著你

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English Translation I'll Be

I’ll be thinking
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like giving up
Don’t simply coop up in your room

Walk on the streets
Oh Baby Try to find that feeling
Which you felt on this day

Try over and over again “Play You”
Because there ain’t any other choice

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own color
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like you’re losing to loneliness
Listen to the songs that you love

Even if you are
Lost in the crowd
You’ll be able to find it Oh Baby Try

Because a smile will “Play You”
Become your strength

I’ll be thinking
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

The time when you find yourself slowly
Beginning to love someone
The courage to protect that someone
Will grow in you

I’ll be Each time you look back
On those little disappointments definitely
You’ll be able to feel the gentleness
It seems life is not something to be thrown away

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own colour
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

Drops In The Ocean

Drops In The Ocean by The Storm

As we walk in the morning light
always looking for forgiveness
in our hearts

As we hide in the garden ever after
we will never give a reason
there is always something better

But I know 
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us

I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry

Some might say we are breaver than brave
but it's a matter of believing in your heart

It's such a shame 
that you don't know what you're missing 
'till it's gone
I've been told that nothing will last forever

But I know 
that there will never be someone quite like you and I
you promise
that no one never will come between the two of us
the two of us

I'll be there through all of your worries
i will stand through all of your tears
Just when you think that hope
it has left you for another
don't you cry, baby don't you cry

Sited from BaboonKiat again. xD

I'm finally done with my flash video project o.O"

Oh yes, I'm finally done with my flash video project, kindly take a look on it~ please don't complain too much since I'm only a beginner for doing this kinda thing lol!! xDD


Tian Kong Flash Video


I went out with Pam today for K songs at the happy arcade in the mall. We woke up around 1(did I mentioned I slept over her place last night? xD), showered then decided to go to Chung Hwa first because I had to hand in my flash video project to my teacher for today is the deadline and my teacher will be submitting our result to the office on 21st, I seriously hope that I WILL PASS!!! Oh man... that's not funny if I don't make it to form 5...

Oh, Pam followed me to the school too, she said it's been awhile since she last stepped into Chung Hwa, she was amazed by the great change of her old school, meh, not so Great lar but yea. xD So right after I handed in my project, files and papers to teacher, we went straight to lee loy fat to makan rojak because Pam was starving to death... = ="" And no, she didn't even tell me she was kinda suffering from gastric... this girl arhh... = ="" so we tarus Vroooooooom~ go makan!! xD

Rojak and the toufu thing... yummm yummm~ I miss it! I miss it! I miss it!!! XD Hahahahah!! Anyways, like I mentioned earlier, we went to K songs after makan! xD to the mall, yes, the mall, again. Where else can we go other than that... place. *wind blows by, bird flew by* OK! So, when we reached there, Pam got a message from Manzy saying that she was in the mall with Chris and some of their friends, and Ang was in the mall with Seng and Bong, dunno gay what~ HAHAHAH JK! XDD okok~ so Pam was so WOW RUNNNNNNNNN tarus when she heard 'Ang'~ XD She planned to shock him that she stick her face onto the escalator glass when he was coming down... woots... he was... indeed, shocked. LOL! XD

Right after seeing Ang, we went to look for Manzy and Chris, talked for a while and then go to the Happy arcade, as usual, room2, 5 dollars~ XD Well, not exactly a 'room' but more like a box instead. xD We went into the box and I turned around to close the door, and got freaked out by the 'creature' that was sticking on the door, Manzy! LOL! XD I didn't know she was just behind me!! ahahah!! xD She came in to say HI then turned around to go out to play her games to win some tickets~ XD how cute she is man!!! XDD

After we sang about 4 songs, Pam and I decided to add another 5 bucks to sing, Manzy and Chris gave another 4 bucks since they wanted to sing as well, so we have 10 songs to sing now! Hahah xD Manzy, Chris, Pam and I took turn to sing with each other, that was... fun because while we're singing, Manzy and Chris keep annoying those who are singing... = =""

Right after K-ing songs we went to Kern in Qlap to lim teh with Manzy and Chris, Pam called Kel along, we talked until the sunset and it was kinda drizzling outside, the sky was in purple yo~! Hahahah xD After the lim teh, Pam and I decided to go to Just Toy for nasi katok!!!! XD Lol! omg man, bea sien eh we eat~ xD We went back to Pam's place after dinner, I was planning to sleep over Pam's place for another night but she was too tired that she fell asleep after awhile she showered.

Kiat started to annoy me to go out lim teh around 10 because Andy asked him to bring him home from the mall, omg man, Kiat is officially Andy's driver now HAhahahahh!!! Just too bad He doesn't get paid... Okay I was just kidding... XD I was thinking if I should go due to the fact that I was kinda lazy since I just got 'home' awhile ago... So I jokingly asked him to pick me up from Pam's place. Surprisingly he asked where is Pam's place... I was like O.O "are you really going to pick me up???" "gimme the address and I'll think about it..." wtf xD bea tahan this guy... = =" We talked a lota shits from meeting at big and small tiong hin to mamih... and end up we decide to meet at Manggis Hua Ho because that's the easiest place that I can find... I suppose Kiat almost got heart attack because of my dumbness eh?? = ="" serve you right. xD

After he picked me up from Manggis mall, we headed to Cheez Box at Gadong to pick Andy up, and lim teh-ed there. I forgot how long did we sat in Cheez Box, I remember Kiat sent me back to where I dropped my car at 12:00am then I was home 15-20 minutes later, woots! I was driving at 120km/hr HAhhahahah, damn, my car was shaking like hell... = =" But I just like the feeling of speeding... with loud music~ meh~ I should maintain my car next time when I have the money. =D

Alright, this is the entry for today. Hopefully Pam is doing well now yea? =D *hugs* It was fun sneaking out with Manzy, Chris and Pam for nasi katok the night I reached Pam's house. They were actually celebrating Kel's birthday. Happy belated Birthday 1811 to Him yo! =D Sorry, no photo blogging for today cos I was too lazy to carry camera everywhere to take picture~ xD

A small test~ what will you think of when you're feeling down~?

當你傷心難過時，想到哪種東西會讓你重新振作？
What in the list below would make you feel better when you're sad?





A_ 一棟奇幻的別墅 ( a dreamy villa )

B_ 可以揉成各種形狀的雲 ( cloud that you can rub into several shapes )

C_ 生意盎然的森林 ( very lively jungle )

D_ 可愛的小動物 ( cute little animals )

E_ 油桐花 ( Tung Flower )

F_ 發出七色光芒及美妙音樂的音樂盒 ( a melodious music box which gives out a rainbow-like shine )
















A_ 一棟奇幻的別墅： 你的內心是童話的，就算遇到挫折也不會傷心，很懂得安慰自己，也懂得體諒別人。 ( Your heart is like a fairy tale, you wouldn't be sad whenever you're in a pinch, you know how to console yourself and understand others.)

B_ 可以揉成各種形狀的雲： 你非常懂得自我安慰及自拔，但有時候反而非要等到事情一發不可收拾時，才知道有多嚴重，是個心情落差很大的人。( You know well enough how to pull yourself up, but sometimes you only realize how bad things can get after they happen. You're an emotional person.)

C_ 生意盎然的森林： 你是個十分愛鑽牛角尖的人，平時因為會自卑而把自己偽裝的很勇敢，內心卻非常脆弱，所以也是個容易嫉妒，想要報仇，卻又悲觀的人物。( You are very stubborn, you usually act brave and confident but you know you're not. you get jealous easy, often think of vengeance but yet have no confidence in yourself.)

D_ 可愛的小動物： 你可以馬上感受到開朗，但遇到非常重大的打擊時，想到可愛的小動物只會讓你感到更悲傷，因為你只是個把美好的事物當成實驗品，但真的失去時卻又搥胸頓足的可憐蟲。(You'd be cheerful, but when something really bad happened, thinking about cute little animals might only make you feel sadder. That is because you're those whom take everything wonderful as an experiment, and only feel sad when things are gone.)

E_ 油桐花： 你一開始會感到自己很悲哀，但可以慢慢的穩定下來，想想新奇又美好的事物，因為油桐花的花語是「情竇初開」，是個理性的人。(You might feel sad in the beginning, but you'd feel better as time goes by. Think about the wonderful things in the world, because the meaning for Tung Flower is "love shall begin", you're a very rationalistic person. )

F_ 發出七色光芒及美妙音樂的音樂盒： 你很自愛，也懂得對別人好，當你傷心時絕對不會自卑，是個會把哀傷、空虛、及嫉妒化為動力的知足的人。(You're responsible to yourself and also learn to be good to others. instead of feeling inferior when you're down, you'd change every shred of negativity into motivation. You're easily pleased. )





TELL ME YOUR ANSWERS YO!!!! XDDDD MWAHAHAHAH XD

Lullaby by The Storm lyrics

Lullaby by The Storm



How could I fail to see
The world that falls right down on me
Without warning

And suddenly, my malady
The wrongs starts coming down on me
Without warning or mercy

Like a lullaby
In the dead of night I
Give myself to you~

Do you ever cry
In the middle of the night
The way young lovers do~

Do I burst, do I dare
To leave my soul just everywhere
For you to find it again~

Like a lullaby
In the dead of night I
Give myself to you~

Do you ever cry
In the middle of the night
The way young lovers do~

Sited from BABOONKIAT (happy? XD)

Testing~

I had just done this flash project for my friend, just trying to see if I can post it up. Enjoy yo~ xD it's just a little birthday card? = =? Sapa birthday~ take it away and happy happy lar~ Hahahahha!! XD jkjkj !! xp



Testing

你最近還好嗎 歌詞 + 歌曲下載

你最近還好嗎 by S.H.E


挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它

天有點冷 風有點大 城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得 一個人走回家

問自己習慣了嗎 沒有你每到夜裡回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法 讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎 忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬

昨天遠了 明天還長 回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下

問自己習慣了嗎 沒有你每到夜裡回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法 讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎 忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快樂出發

你最近還好嗎 是不是也在思念裡掙扎
你說會記得我 還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎 忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快樂出發



Download: 你最近還好嗎 MP3 (Right click and save target.)

Oh my house is burning down~ burning down~ burning down~...

Oh Yes, there must be a reason that lead to this title. I just woke up, and now I'm going back to sleep, but before that, I have to say... My house was ALMOST burnt down. O.o Amazing huh? = ="" I was half awake just now and lying immobile in my blanket, I thought I was still in my dream because everything just seemed to be really smoky, yes, you heard me, smoky = =" I was looking at the ceiling when my brother suddenly opened my door and looked at me in amazement . "Wow... You're still sleeping..." I looked at him, perplexed, "Why shouldn't I sleep?" I thought... and an acrid smell of something burnt was lingering in the air that finally woke me up from my sleep. I went to the kitchen, the cooking pan was crazily splitting great billowing clouds of smoke. amazing~ = =

I quickly opened every windows and doors to let the smoke out of the house, called my mom and came up to check. Man, she left the things burning and went down to work... = ="" according to what she said, she forgot she was actually heating something, OMG FORGOT! If my brother and I weren't at home I suppose my house WILL be on fire now. For that my song will really come true... damn... those songs should be banned from now on... = =" (and I thought I started it...?? = ="") So, my mom teased me, "Wow~ if it wasn't your brother, I suppose you will only wake up by the time your ass gets burn eh?"

damn... still boleh joke... = ="

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! =D

I guess this should be the most memorable birthday of mine in my whoooleeeeee life as I was surprised by my classmates during today's school recess time. It started whereby Pei and Wen Yih asked me to go to library with them to borrow some books, though actually Pei told me to go to the library because she returned the books late, so she has to pay money as punishment. However, she told me that she had pay it in the morning, so she wanted me to go to library to borrow some books with her. I agreed to go since I had nothing to do during recess time. Thought they're very suspecious indeed~

While looking for books Pei and Wen Yih wanted to borrow, I remembered about Liau Zai's creation, so I asked the librarian if they have her books in the library, but Pei and Wen Yih dragged me out of the library when I was waiting for their answer, Pei said she was having gastric and wanted to eat. So I jokingly asked if she wants me to treat her, 1 dollar. XD I followed them to canteen, and errr... I kind of saw that there was bunch of people standing at the edge of canteen whom I'm familiar with, MY CLASSMATES!!!!!! OMG, I HAVE A REAL BAD... feeling..? Nahh, not that bad actually, more about embarrassed I suppose? xp

When I reached the area where they were standing, they started singing happy birthday song to me that everyone in the canteen was looking at our corner as if something silly just happened, and IT WAS REALLY SILLY!!!! LOL!!!! I was standing there out of bewilderment while all I can think of the next thing I could do was turned around and run!!! However, I didn't managed to because the back gate of canteen wasn't open, so I had to turn around to face everyone, once more. A brilliant idea flashed through my mind and I sat down beside Jia Min pretending singing happy birthday song to her~ XD LOL! That was stewpiak I know!!!! = =""

People were asking me why didn't I cry, taken aback by the abrupt question they asked, I got no idea as well~ xp Perhaps it's just that I'm not someone who sheds tears easily in front of others? O.o? I DUNNO! XD So finally, we sat down to have our 'breakfast'~ xD

Jia Min gave me few birthday gifts today, a photo bookmark, and a set of nail polish with a great DIY card, I was so touched! Thanks so much Jia Min! =D Evon passed my gift to me when the bell rang. It's an egg-like thingie and a seed that she gave to me, looked like I have to plant the seed then? xD Hahahah!! Omg I'm so lazy to upload the pictures of the day now~! SOrry Buddeh! Hahahah~~ I might just upload the pictures of my birthday gift tomorrow? x3 hopefully I'm not that lazy kakakak!! xD

I went to had a dinner with Mary last night at a Chinese restaurant at Kiulap and Pizza Hut in the mall with my parents tonight. It was both great~! Though I shall not claim birthday gify from my parents since they bought me a new espeed now~ kekekekke!! Thank you Mami Dad!!! XD Anyways, I shall sleep now, I've been blogging for don't-know-how-long until now, it's 1:57am in the mid night. I'm exhausted, yet feeling rather fresh because of the amazing celebration today. Thanks people, I have nothing else to say but I appreciated everything today! =D

May God bless you all!

Night! =D