Back to Brunei~

Minna san~~ I finally got back after a week of vacation in KL. Well, more like I went to visit Vin instead of go for shopping in KL. Surprisingly I didn't really spend much for this vacation except for paying for food and transportation.

I slowly get used to the life style in there that I don't really know what to do here in Brunei since I've already quit my job.

I miss KL and I miss my boyfriend over there. And of course the friends that i made when I was out with Vin in KL.

Feeling kinda bored now since I have not much to do and the internet in Brunei's got something wrong again, or maybe its just my house.. o.o

Ja, that's all for now. Gonna find something to do than rot with boredom. And I've just received a call from ex colleague asked me I can go back to company as a part timer to help them with all the simple designs. Lol, since my wallet is almost dry to death now, I would just go for it, then I will see what else I can do to earn earn more. I have to fight starting from now on!!!!

Have a good day~~!!




Dewa dewa,
Adiu~~~~~~~~~~~n

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third day in KL

Haven't done much here in KL. I have been waking up late these two days and only going out at night cuz I didn't know where to go and since I didn't have anyone to company me to fu around as Lilian has her own friend in KL and she has her own plan; Mary went to Terengganu right after we got off from the flight and go to Redang. Even though I have another friend at home, whom is Kevin's best friend, I'm kinda shy to keep asking him to accompany me to go here and there, so I can only stay at Kevin's house most of the time.

Hahaha.. but its fun this two days I guess though I didn't really go to a lot of places, yet. However, I know that Kevin is trying his best to arrange some fun time for me and I'm really thankful about that~

Just got home not long ago, got ready to sleep now, tired to be out the whole night.

Dewa dewa
Oyasumi~~~~~~~

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The day to KL

This is the first time I go to KL with my cousins, though we are going to seperate the moment we arrive at KL...

But seriously, I still feel like something is missing... o.o I'm only going there for a week, and I don't need to bring too many things.. maybe that's why I feel like something's missing or I missed out something? O.o

I've been chatting with a friend of mine in Indonesian, he and his girlfriend are also taking their holiday to Jakarta. They're on the train right now. Sounds fun but I bet it gets boring as time passed... XD alright, I guess it's time for me to have my lunch before I go to the airport.

Dewa dewa,
Adiu~n.

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blogging with my phone..

Hello everyone.. it haven't been a long time but I just feel like saying "It's been awhile!!!!" XD

Lol... I'm testing to blog with my phone with this application of my phone "Blogger-droid". I hope it work well~

Kinda easy to use, I hope this way I will blog more frequently than I used to XD

Thought the only unfortunate thing here is that my phone don't support Japanese language so the best thing I can do is to only type the romaji here.. ): oh well~ nvm~ XD

Guess that's all for now, gonna wash up and hit the sack. It's really late now.. or should I say its damn early instead? XD

Dewa dewa,
Adiu~n!

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Finally, Last day of consumer fair.

Finally, today was the last day of consumer fair at ICC. It was rather tiring, as well as the longest day among this 5 days. Meh.

My result wasn't that good, eventhough I KINDA tried my best, though I know it's not yet my Best-est~.

Exhausted. What I'm thinking right now is all about quitting the job. But I might leave with a guilty heart because I haven't done much in that company. I did learn something, but I didn't make much effort to achieve it. Was it really my fault? Or it's just that I was concerning too much about what other might think about me?

I notice that every time when she tells me "you can't do it", then all of sudden, the confident in side of me would be thrown away. Yes, ALL of it, and I'm not kidding. And I hate comparison. Would you just stop telling me that "Hey, look at him/her , he's new here, but he has done so much that you can't even do like him". Well, if you're trying to make me think "I can't lose to him, I'm gonna blablablablabla", then you're definitely wrong. My mind would automatically start telling me that "Yeah, that's true..." even without me realising it. I know that it's not good to think that way, but it definitely would have to take time for me to change from a negative person to a positive one, no?

Recently, I always wake up and found myself in a reaaaally bad mood when I don't usually have that problem. Meh.




G'Night to the World~

first day of exhibition at ICC, consumer fair part 8~

Just got home from expo awhile ago... It was another tough day. My feet are suffering! Shouldn't have wore the high heels to the expo... -.-'''

To be frank, I don't fancy expo much, especially doing sales and all that~ D: However, I've gotta try~ at least I managed to get one deposit of $50 for today~ hahah~ hmmm, just one though. =/

Though it's kinda relax today, it's only the first day of consumer fair, it's gonna be tougher starting from tomorrow onwards because the people from the HQ in Miri is coming up to guide us through the consumer fair. And.... yeah, no high heels tomorrow because I'm so no going to wear it! -.-!

Anyways, gotta take a nice warm shower and then I shall hit the sack! :D Happiest moment of the day! But also the saddest moment of the day because I still have to go to work tomorrow... D: oh yeah, I also have to wake up a little bit earlier tomorrow morning 'cause I have to go to the police station~ -.- AND THEN, go to the Sunpizz office, and only go to ICC after that... D:

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The working days...

I have no idea why I haven't felt like blogging for Oh-so-long.. lack of inspiration, maybe? Or rather, I'm just being too lazy to update my blog...? XD I guess I'll consider both.. lulul~

Anyways.. I've been working in this company called Sunpizz furniture... It's a franchise company from China which sells shit loads of customized furniture and I've been working there for almost half a year...

Recently, I've noticed that trying to motivate me in a rough way couldn't really make a good effect on me, I would only think more negatively that way. Sometimes I feel like saying, I really don't know what exactly you want from me... I know that the things you want me to do are just being responsible on my work but really.. to the same thing, sometimes you'd say that it's okay, sometimes you'd say that it's not.

You don't expect me to speak like a uber pro sales girl just in half a year time from a person who hardly even talk to outsiders. I know, I can't say much cuz I'm working so I have to learn to talk. But hey, think about it, you told me that you used to be like me, who hardly even speak to others, you'd need someone to accompany you even when walking to the nearby shop to buy drinks. However, you've became someone whose very cheerful and won't freak out even you're in front of a stranger/ client. How long did you take to achieve something like this? You've been up to the stage, present in front of audience, including the courses that you took during your college/ uni life, you've at least have more than 10 years of experience.. what more can I say about me?

Not that I wanna give excuses to rescue myself from all the blames, but I'm a slow learner, you can't expect me to learn and master things in a second, not unless i practice it everyday, and I at least would need a year to master. I'm someone who needs to be pushed. I know, of course I can't be like that all the time, but how would I know if things are supposed to be done or not? Meh, don't know what I'm talking about anymore.. :S

I'm kinda tired and stressed out, eventhough I know that being stressed at least means that you're learning something, there's a say "no pain no gain", right? oh well...

Jya, guess that's not everything for now but I will try to blog again soon~ :P

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just...

...FUCK THIS SHIT

already.

whatever

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

みんなさん、こんにちは～～～！
お久しぶりですわ～！

今日は本当に嬉しかったですね～！

なぜ？

YUIさんのCDを買いましたからね～！



本当に　本当に　嬉しかった～！

でも　でも，ポスターはありません～！（T^T)
それは残念です！


実は、今日は何をしませんからつまらないですよ～（－。－）


I've finally got YUI's latest album and single which the album is "Holidays in the sun" and single is "It's my life/ your heaven". The song "It's my life" isn't as what I've expected from YUI but it's not a bad thing to change her style once in awhile, I guess? :P Oh and the lyrics is really meaningful, that's as expected from YUI~! loooooooooves~ x3

One thing I'm upset about is that I didn't get the chance to grab the poster for "Holidays in the sun" 'cause it's out of stock~ T-T sad~~ I thought they should have it since they're still selling her albums? Maybe they sold it for cash already~ T-T shooooou saaaad~

Anyway, it's been awhile since my last update, I r teh full naos and shou sleepeyh! -.- I will stop here and continue next time! Perhaps I'll update tomorrow when I'm super bored, again! XD

Here I'll share YUI's "It's my life" and "Your heaven" 's MV! Enjoy! :D


"It's my life"



"Your heaven"


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Good niiiiiightsu~~~~~

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