Once in a while~

It's been awhile since I last seen and went out this woman~ finally on this day she asked me out to accompany her to the BRIDEX Job Exhibition~ well, still consider as an outing, isn't it? XD 

She wanted to look for a job regarding Human Resources, unfortunately there were not many thought fortunately she was able to find some that she really wanna get into, like this company called the Sumitomo company. Although I have no idea why, maybe it's because it's a Japanese company and it's international.

There was one that she went to, the service person interviewed her right after she filled up the form, shocking~ I'm guessing that person in front of the table was either the boss or supervisor of the company. Anyways, Mary did well, I assume~ she was kinda nervous and shocked xD of course, if it happened to me I would be super nervous man! HAHAHHA xD 

Didn't take any photo of the exhibition but I did take a beautiful photo while on the way out of the place, it's somewhere near the "legendary" Jerudong Park~ XD 

I know, it's a beautiful view, it would be event perfect if there were no car in front of us~ but oh well, let's just enjoy the view~ ;)

After the job exhibition, we went to a restaurant near my house, nasi katok kaka to catch up~ At first we thought that huge restaurant was selling different variety of nasi katok, but we were wrong~! They have more than we expected! Lol xD 

So, since the time was almost near to dinner time, we order something small and I had a cup of Honey lemon tea and she had wheat grass with jelly, I think?

Sesame prawn toast

Cucur udang, also a kinda prawn snack~

Tasty tasty~ 

After the limteh session, she decided to come to my house to scan her CV for the Sumitomo company and then she went home after everything eas done~ 

A lovely day indeed~ ❤️ although sometimes I really wished we still living under one same roof so we can talk to each other more~ 😭 

A Letter

I have been told to write a letter to someone whom I think I should give all the credits to, in fact, ALL of us from the BTC class were told to write a letter to that very person whom you think you really wanna give thanks to. Tell him or her what you're really appreciated for, your apologies, and what is your future planning and what is it that you're going to do next.

I have been thinking of writing to my parents, to the lecturer in my college whom I once really hated but I have come to like him this semester, but I really couldn't think of anything to write about. Well, it's not that I have nothing to appreciate about my parents or the lecturers in my college. In fact, if I were to write one letter for one of them I would have to write for everyone of them, LOL! Anyways, there's this person who I have been thinking. And yes, I think she would be the perfect target for me to jot down my thoughts, my appreciations, my apologies, and my future planning and targets.

This is getting me really excited, except that I'm really tired at the point of this time. I'm still ill and it's 3:41am, I should really sleep before my immune system go down again, although it's really unlikely but yeah.

I'm really proud of myself this week, I have been ill this whole week but I have seen a few improvements in myself, although I do admit I need to be more productive. It's ok... slow but steady, I shall first stand strong on my basics, so I could build this building higher! :)

Ah ya ya my eyes are shutting down, I hafta go to slee....p... l..ike... n...now....



Tadaaaaa~ ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

Need to carry on

Haven't been really productive lately for I -don't-know-what reason~ :( I wanna keep moving forward and it seems easy to move on to the next step but I have no idea what is stopping me.

I have opened an online store, mostly base on phone and computer accessories, small things~ guess I have been quite busy this few days because of that store, looking up and down for a product that I think the audience would like. After all, I just wanna earn a little pocket money from those little things I'm selling, and I hope I will.

Inspiration? Nothing, just really desperate in getting some money because I know I can't forever depend on my parents, I need something to support myself and now that I'm thinking, making music isn't really my kinda thing to do. Although I have always liked to strum on my guitar and always liked singing, I seem to find it kinda pressuring me nowadays.

I once heard this say, "興趣不能飯吃；因為當你把興趣拿來當飯吃的時候，它就不再是興趣，反而成為了你的壓力。” (You can't make money with your hobby; because when you do, it will become a pressure instead of hobby.) I guess it pretty much make a lot of senses, well, for most people, tell me I'm wrong.

Nope, I'm not going to let go of my hobby, but I'm sure right now, that I won't make it a "job", I would do it when I want to, and I won't do it when I don't feel like it. Sounds pretty fair, isn't it? Isn't it what "hobby" is supposed to be? And I'm going to make sure in the future, I have plenty of time for my hobby! ;) Well, for that I have to make tons and tons of money, and I will. With Amway being with me, I'm sure I will be able to do that.

Nope, I'm not crazy. I'm saying this because I, personally believe Amway is freaking worth it. I'm not gonna talk much about it, if you are reading this, and you're wondering, just go find out by yourself, ask anyone whose an Amway user, they're loyal for a reason, because Amway is loyal to e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e of us, that's why. Go find out yourself. Or if you're curious, I will be updating a lot more about Amway in the future, too. For my future reference when I look back! ;)

One thing I'm sure is that, I will not leave, or even give up of Amway, this great partner of my life. A company which is willing to share it's share with you, and you getting a factory price, at the same time, you could get back your own money each time you purchase and item, if that's not good enough, then I don't know what is.

Not only that, when you decided you don't wanna work, or you can't work anymore, you can pass your position to your spouse, or even your next generation, let them continue your glorious achievements, instead of starting all the waaaay back from 0%. If that's not good enough, I don't know what is.

I love Amway all because of their simple philosophy: Freedom, Reward, Family, and Hope. It's the Founders' beliefs.

Well I hate to discontinue this but I guess it's really time for me to go to bed, I have to go to BTC tomorrow in the morning! damn! I won't have enough sleep then.

So in the end, I'm here to remind myself that I have to keep moving on. Stop for awhile to take some rest is good sometimes, but I can't take this break any longer. Like the arrow story that I have always told myself. If an archer is going to shoot an arrow, it had to take time. I will be patient, and I will keep moving!

It's good to take it out, really. I don't even know who would be reading this but I can't really be bothered right now. I'm just typing whatever I wanna, and it's for ME, myself. Although, shoot me if you have any doubts or opinion! ;)



Tadaaa~ 

First time to the house meeting~

Yeaaaaaaaap! It's today! The first time I go to an Amway's house meeting with Teng~ it was kinda fun~ with everyone discussing things of what we love, we share with our hearts. Well, it might sound weird but this is what I truly felt today, it was really a blessing to be able to meet many kind of people along the way, especially those who are kind to you, give chances to you and whatnot.

Today, some of us shared about why we chose to join Amway when there are so many other options to look at, explained the value that they have finally come to understand, and it was precious. People around us, they all have different stories, different opinion, and of course, different personalities. The more we sit down there together and talk, the more we understand, and appreciate each others' companion. 

Today, while Teng's father was talking about our "dreams" and targets, I have decided my target for this year, on Christmas day, is that I will buy myself an iPhone 5s as a Christmas present! ;D it's a pretty big deal for me because I could hardly save up such a big amount of money! And it would be around RM 3k for the latest iPhone, for sure. And yes, I'm gonna do it, and I'm not alone!!

This is the iPhone 5s model that I plan on buying~ the champagne colour~ ❤❤❤❤❤

Aside from that, I'm gonna make sure my parents will be able to eat Nutrilite easily as soon as possible, hopefully, also by the end of the year, and I also want to purchase eSpring, and yes, that would be my second target after iPhone 5s!! :D 

Now this is eSpring~~!!

Aaaaaaaaaand here's why I choose eSpring.

Well, there are so many other dreams I would love to achieve, but I have to make sure I'm able to achieve the smallest ones, that is, be a great daughter and get some reaaaaally good results!! I'm gonna get pass through this sem, and I'm thinking of learning more about Amway, Nutrilite, and Artistry, and everything... I'm gonna help those who needs help, but firstly I needa let myself learn more! 

Talking about dreams... I should really go to bed since its already 3:42am here... Good night people~~ xD

Bear paw paw~

Went to eat Bear Paw with Yee Meng, Novie, my egi and our lovely guest, Jesher, at Setapak near Genting Klang after all the activities in the college yesterday. I thought it would be something like a Malaysian traditional food or creation or something, but ended up it's actually some street food from Taiwan! Interesting enough, they were showing the food channel where they have recorded the Bear Paw interviews, so they were showing all the ideas and inspiration they got, and also the price of that cutie Bear Paw. Apparently it's freaking popular among the girls because of it's cute biggie paw on top of the bread! XD

This is the traditional style~! bread and the pork...!! *droooooools*

I used to eat this when we're eating together with my father's family in a Chinese restaurant in Taiwan where they serve a lot of  traditional food! They're just freaking yummmyyyyy!! And yesterday's Bear Paw reminded me of this! *drooooools again~~~~~*

Tadaaaaa!! This is the Bear Paw photo taken by Novie!! Too bad my camera was with Teng, or else I would have already taken a looooot of photos of this cutie paw!! XD

It cost me RM$9.9, kinda costy thought~ :( And from what I saw from the food channel which they were playing in the shop, the Bear Paw is only TWD$50!!! Which is less than RM$5 to be exact!! Omg I'm missing out so much of Taiwan's food!! I definitely won't be able to forgive myself if I don't get anything for myself to eat again this time I go back to Taiwan! XD

This is all of us together!! Novie from the far left, Yee Meng, me, Egi, and Jesher! :D

And after that we went to Festival City Mall to get ourselves some snacks and juice for tonight's Moon Cake Party with Andy, Noell, Yee Meng, Novie, Jesher, Egi and I~!! Too bad there weren't any photo taken because MY CAMERA WAS WITH TENG! Dammit! -.-

Alrighty righty~ This is all for today! I will be updating again soon~

Ja mataaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~

Random mood~

I haven't really been eating at Alibaba, a cafe/ restaurant/ mamak right outside of the car park in our Heritage condominium.. 

I feel like I have to blog but I have no idea about what.. I have been thinking of a lot of things these days but when I finally sit down properly and decide I wanna blog about something, My brain would suddenly go blank and have no idea about what to say, random things would just come popping around in my brain and I just couldn't put them in proper phrases. I guess I should just start jotting things down when they come running around in my mind~ for now I'll just let it settle~ 

Lunch, here I come!

Yes~ my lunch is at 4pm today because I woke up daaaaaaaaamn late today and yeah~ Nasi Goreng Ayam and Teh O Ice Limau!! As simple as that~ nanana~~

Tadaaaaa~~

Random coke~

I don't usually drink coke, and no, this is not mine but I saw the cute butterflies flying around on the cover I just feel like taking a picture of it. Sadly, my phone's camera has lost its focus function, so everything close up looks so damn blur and the background is just... Clear, or at least it looks ok~ meh~ >.<

Well, I've been thinking for awhile now, I wanna save money and get myself an iPhone 5, or maybe Galaxy S4, but well I guess I shall wait for the new iPhone to be released so I could compare before I jump to any conclusion of getting myself anything unnecessarily... Maybe I'll just wait till my phone die for real, then I'll get myself a new iPhone... First of all, I have to save enough money for that xD But I really really do look forward to the iOS 7!! It's really much, much better than the old one I'm using now~ lalalalala~

Died in class~ = =

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! Freaking stressed! = =''''

Today's Performance Lab class was talking about Improvisation~ well, something like that. I kept "fishing" during that class... Not that I don't wanna listen to what my lecturer is saying, but I don't REALLY understand what he's trying to teach.

"Nah, like this!" "OK?" "Understand ah?" "I want something like this!" and playing by himself all the time, expecting us to fully understand what he's trying to teach and what he "WANTS" from us.

Zomg~ music is not about just one person's opinion! We have our own playing style~ zzzzzz~

Today I was sitting in front of a keyboard, and switched place to sitting beside Walter when my lecturer asked Sherenn to try to play what he was teaching. The moment I sat down beside Walter, he tried to talk to me in mandarin, saying "I wanna die liao~ I don't understand what he's trying to say~~~~" and gunshot himself~ = =''' I was like DAMN! I DON'T UNDERSTAND TOO LAAAAA!! In silence~ lololol!! XDD

Arrrghhhhhh~~ The only thing I can do now is to TRY to UNDERSTAND his class, at least a little bit, and go home and practice myself~ zzzz~~~

First, I guess Imma hafta strengthen my skills in classical...

Oh yea.... Autumn Leaves~ improvise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Happy belated birthday to me~! :D

Seriously, I feel like killing somebody now. The net is just friggin' bad and it's like keep disconnecting! Wth is wrong??

I have this attempt to blog, yet I don't really feel like blogging since the net is going on and off (well, though it wouldn't affect me much since I'm typing and hardly surf while I'm blogging, but it's still annoying!). Oh well, one of the major problem is that, I'm just lazy... = =



Riight, Imma gonna ignore the bitchy internet and blog awaaaaay~ Hmmm, about last night- I mean, the day before yesterday, was my birthday! tadaaaa~~

Happy Birthday to me, happy birthday to me~♫


I skipped class and went out with Kevin S, Honey and Vin to grab dinner at TGI Friday in Pavilion! It was awesome! After that, we went to cinema for the movie called "In Time". We will go into detail later~! ;)

Har har~ my first time come to this restaurant~!

Kevin's candid shot is always our hobby~! XD

Smile shyly~ XD

Finally, he can't reject this picture with Honey, can he? :P

Kevin's so-called "revenge shot"! XD Happy accepted :D

First side dish!

Looks yummm~

Honey's side dish, fried mac and cheese! It taste wonder~!

My mac and cheese~! *sluuuurp*

Kevin's... Food! XD I forgot what it's called~ :P

Oh well, due the fact that we're all Veeeeeeery hungry... we forgot to take some of the pictures and that lead to the reason why we're using someone else's picture of the food that we found on the internet! :P (I can't find Kevin's dish, sorry~ D:)

After the dinner, we went straight to the cinema cuz the movie was about to start already!!! But something happened!! My stomach began to twitch! Oh my... at a time like this... I went to the washroom straight and arrived at my seat in cinema just RIGHT before the movie starts! XD

In Time. This movie is talking about when in the future, where people can stop aging. Whenever one reaches the age of 25, you have 1 year left to live. It's then you have to make use of your time, to earn "time". In the future, time is money, money is time. The film has clearly stated their "point" there. So, you don't earn money anymore, but time. Once your "watch" jump to 0, you will die, just like snapping your fingers!

Here's the Official Trailer.

It's a rather interesting movie starring Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried, there are a lot of unpredictable things in the movie, which somehow makes me wonder, that even in the future, money or in this case time, is still the root of all evil.

What if in the future, we stop aging at the age of 25, and we only have 1 year left to live? I think that would make a good reason for people to work hard to earn "time", you know, we don't wanna die just yet. However, we do believe that for some people, they might just let it be and let their "watch" jump to 0 and die on the street. Just like how the people in the slums live in the movie.

Ahhhhh~! I can't think anymore!! Look what time is it?! I'm wasting my "time"!

I should go to sleep before the sun light shines through my window.


Dewa dewa,
Adieu~~~~~~~~omedetōgozaimasuN~!

Temporary Intern Kitty, day 2.

So, we got him a name! The name's Mr. Brown! XD He really loves to poop.. = ='' (Well, it's suspected that he's having diarrhea~ D: poor kitty~)

We put him outside of the door at 3 or 4 something yesterday morning planning to let him go away on his own because he keeps on pooping due to his illness and I was afraid that I couldn't take care of him anymore because I have no experience at taking care of a sick kitten~ D:

However, I kept dreaming of him until Kevin woke up up around 3 something in the afternoon today, Mr. Brown was still outside of the door waiting for ANYONE to open the door so he could go in. When Kevin opened the door, Mr. Brown came in  and meowing non stop. He kept doing some actions that tells us he wants to drink milk. Though we know cats don't drink cow's milk, Kevin tried to make warm milk out of Dutch Lady full cream milk. Well, he didn't like it. = =''

He was okay throughout the whole afternoon, he didn't poop at all. Well, he does pee for once when I tried to put him back into the box.. = ='' But at least it shows that his not suffering from any illness that's causing him not to pee.

Soon Kevin reached home, Kevin, Vin and I talked while Mr. Brown went to sleep, and we decided to go to Aji to grab some dinner so Kevin and Vin can have their shisha time~! XDD lol~

We put Mr. Brown at the door gate when we go out so he won't pee or poop around in the house. But we couldn't find him anywhere when we got home. The food and water was still in place, only the cloth that's in mess. We checked and found out that he pooped on the cloth, maybe that's why he left because cats doesn't like having their food in smelly place. = =

I was worried, so Vin suggested to look for him around the area. So we did, look from the 22nd floor to 8th floor, then we went straight down to ground floor. I got out from the lift and saw a yellow cat, I approached the cat cuz I wanted to ask if he/ she sees my Mr. Brown (I know... cat's can't talk but yeah... just for fun~ :P), and guess what? I saw my Mr. Brown hiding under a motorbike! Thank goodness I found him! He was meowing at me when he saw me appeared behind the pillar~!

After that, we brought him home and kind of wiped him in wet towel, and let him go to sleep. But for some reason, he kept on pooping from time to time. We guessed he's reacting from something he ate back then~ D: poor kitty...

More pictures of Mr. Brown today! :D such a poser~! -.-"

 awwwwww~ he's sleeping so peacefully~~~

 

"What'chu looking at?"

Looooooove his eyes! x3

Now he's out at the gate again to be watch cat, I think we're going to do this until he gets better. Well, he's still temporary intern kitty. We might not take him in but oh well, we will think twice if he's behaving himself. ;)

New housemate

We have a new housemate today, he arrived home at around 10 something at night. The name's still unknown. :O

I tried to take picture of him, but he goes... you trying to eat up the camera or something? XD

Tadaaaaaaa~

*sniff sniff* First attempt, didn't success... = =

Finally, Perfect angle~!
Awww~~ such a pair of beautiful eyes~

Where did this kitten come from? Well, Kevin S, Kevin and I went to Aji to grab some food after Kevin S reached home, and he was shivering under one of the pillars at the ground floor of our apartment when we walked past by. He was soaking wet but we couldn't take him home since we're going out to eat. So I begged Kevin to adopt it if we see him still at the same place later when we head home.

So, there you go, he was still sitting at the same spot when we past by again, so I decided to take him home, it was soooooo dirty so Kevin S and I tried to bathe it, but Kevin S did most of it... Thank you so muuuch, Kevin!! (Though I don't think he would see this post... hahaha xD)

Kevin S and Kevin went down to buy some cat food after the bathe, he ate, Sue and I played a bit with him, and then he went to sleep. After awhile Sue and Nigel went out to grab dinner, I moved the kitten into our room while he's asleep. Soon later, he woke up with huge eyes, and then he pooped.. = = and he poop from time to time. Kevin searched online for help, some of the article say that the cat was scared/ stressed because of the new place.




Awwwwww man~ he just look so cute like this~ but seriously, I don't know if I would be able to take care of it. We will see in few days time...


Anyway, it's time for "Running Man"!!!! (lol?) XD Kevin have just opened the clip. It's Gary's show!!! XDDD

Dewa dewa,
Adieu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~n~!

It's around the corner!

What is it?

It's HALLOWEEN!

Aren't you excited?!?!?! XD Well, I am. But I've never celebrated one before~ D:

But it's okay now, I'm going to celebrate with Dragon Nest this year! By wearing my costume!! P/s: it's really very simple, forgive me. LOL!


This is my character from Dragon Nest, SEA server.

Okay, that Halloween Pumpkin head is just damn ugly but I had to wear it becuz it increase the stats of my character, which makes better defense, attack, etc. LALALALALA~

I still like my character being normal~ XD

Look how cute she is? Awwwwwww~ XD Mind the clothes, everyone wears the same thing, not unless they buy the cash shop items, and they're freaking expensive!~ (How I wish it's cheap so I could buy them! T-T My character looks so plain like that~ = = poor girl~)

Alright, just a random post cuz I feel like posting something, so I thought of posting my character on Dragon Nest. ;)


Anyways, I was inspired to blog because of a novel I'm reading now, it's called "Forgotten" by Cat Patrick. The main character of this story keeps her notes/ diary because she doesn't remember her past, as in, her memory will reset every time the clock ticks 4:33AM. Though she doesn't remember a thing, she can "remember" her future, interesting huh? Well, that's not the point I'm posting diaries, it's because I wanna keep track of my "memory". It's fun, isn't it? XD

Well, perhaps I should introduce the book to you~ :D


There are actually few versions of the covers for this book.

"Forgotten"

Past. Present. Future. Which matters most?

Each night when 16 year-old London Lane goes to sleep, her memory of that day is erased. In the morning, all London can “remember” are events from her future and the people who will play a part in it. In order to get by, London relies on reminder notes and a trusted friend to navigate relationships and high school life. Adaptable by nature, she tries to view her memory loss as a fact of life rather than a condition. But when London starts experiencing disturbing flashbacks, or flashforwards, as the case may be, she realizes that in order to understand her present and her future, she must solve the mystery of her past.

I'm not done with this book, yet. But so far, it's not a bad book~ well, it talks about friendship, love, and... maybe more things that I will discover soon~ ;)

Alright, until here, I'm going to continue DN for awhile!


tataaa~! XD

あはは！

今回のバックグラウンドは雨だ～～～～～！！


あらららら～～～～

今日は教会へ行きませんでした。。。

遅い起きましたからね～

神様、すみません～

来週の日曜日　きっと　行きますね～（笑）


で、今日は

何しましょうかな？


勉強しましょうか？

まあ～

たぶんね～


へへへ～



じゃ、またね～

疲れた～～

今日は疲れた～！

勉強しますから、全然寝ませんでした！

でも試験は全然だめ！

題目はあまりわかりませんでしたな～

なぜ～～～?

来週の試験頑張ります、

今回は絶対、絶対。。。。。。。。何だろ？

とにかく、私は頑張りまああああす～

明日からスポーツをします！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。たぶん　ね～～～～

ではでは～

アヂエウ～ン！

Ohhhh noooooooooooooooooooooo~!

大変！今週の木曜日　試験がありますが、まだ勉強しませんです～！

いつもギターしますから、全然勉強しませんでした！！

誰が助けって下さい～～～！！

今回は。。。本当にしんじゃった～（X_x）

これからきっと勉強します！

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Die die dieeeee~! Exam will be on this Thursday and I haven't studied a bit! D: I tried not to play my computer so much but in the end I would play my guitar instead! hahahah~! XDDD Brrrrrr~ Imma gonna study this time! -.- looks like there's a loooooooot more to study! hahahah!! *dies*

Back to Dreamz.

今晩の音楽クラスへ行きました。久しぶりの感じですね。


總而言之
今天晚上, 終於說服了自己不想回去Dreamz 的那顆心,
回到了Dreamz.

看著大家那麼專注的練習今晚要演唱的曲子
讓我開始質疑自己對音樂的那份喜愛
到底是為了什麼而歌唱?
是因為自己喜歡才去唱;
或是為了唱而唱;
還是因為是要向他人證明什麼而去唱?

是的,
我終於發現, 自己很愛逃避
遇到困難, 我通常都會以逃避來解決
雖然確實是無法解決任何事物...

最近, 在學著怎麼面對問題
面對自己
因為, 自己,
是最大的敵人...

要學會,
愛自己.
也要愛別人
所謂, 愛人如己...

Ladies Night at i-Lotus

Just got home from dinner with Mary awhile ago. It's called the "Ladies' Night", organized by St. Andrew Church at i-Lotus. They invited pastor Joyce, a Singaporean to the dinner. Surprisingly, unlike some of the Singaporean, she's rather friendly and cheerful. The way she had her speech on the stage wasn't really like she's giving you a lesson, it was more like she's telling you some stories from some of her experiences. She had fun with the audience, make jokes, she didn't pay too much attention to her broken English, it wasn't very bad, we had fun listening instead because it's the way she tells her stories, it sounds really funny~ =b

She's a wife of one, mother of two, and recently she had just been promoted to GM! Isn't it so great? Oh, don't get me wrong, GM refers to Grand-Ma! :DDDD

She shared with us about a story about she was once going through one of the lowest period of her life; she was feeling very down, and suddenly she developed some kinda sickness where her feet is all swollen. The doctors told her that this disease can't be cured. She was very anxious, she asked God why was she getting this kind of sickness when she has so many things to take care of. She's a pastor's wife, she has two kids, and she's also a grandmother! She prayed to God to cure her sickness, she even told God she's going to keep silence for 8 days.

In the 8 days, she went out station to the Seven Fountains Retreat Centre in Chiangmai, Thailand. This morning, she woke up very early, the sky was still dark. She walked into the cool of the garden at Seven Fountains Retreat Centre, with a heavy heart. Instead of the usual bird songs at that time of day, she was met by clusters of brightly coloured butterflies flitting among the many flowering bushes in the garden/ She stood in front of one particular hibiscus bush and studied closely two purple butterflies chasing each other round and round the scarlet blooms. She was envious of them. And all of sudden, she heard a voice asking her "May I have this dance?" in a soft, gentle tone. She startled, there were nobody else in the garden except her at this hour. As she turned to look, the echo came again "May I have this dance?". She knew right away it was God talking to her, she protested, "My heart is broken, my spirit is weary, and I have a real pain in both my heels. You're asking the impossible, Lord!" and then the voice came again, "Look at the butterflies. They have such short lives and yet they are dancing for Me and with Me every morning."

She looked again, and her eyes were suddenly opened to the reality of the scene. The butterflies were not playing a chasing game, they were dancing. In her ears, she could almost hear the heavenly chorus accompanying their graceful flight. Now, not just the two butterflies were swirling, twirling and flitting in a hilarious dance of great abandonment before their Maker. These insects with flimsy wings and flimsier lives were rejoicing in dance before their Life Giver.

She laughed out loud, "Yes, Lord, teach me to dance!"

My tears were playing games with my eyes when I hear this part, but I had to keep calm cuz I didn't wanna cry in front of so many people! Though I guess nobody really cared. :OOO

And stories follow after. I feel very sleepy, so won't be continuing until the next update. :DDD



Keep no records of your Love, because that's the way God Loves you, and He wants you to Love others like how he does for you.

That's what pastor Joyce told me before we left. :]

Oh my poor feet~ :OOO

Lol, intro of the post today is TA-DA! my FEET! XDDD oh yes, it's being wrapped with Chinese Medicine inside. =O

Did I ever mention my feet was really painful few days ago and it was even swollen last night! omg man~! But somehow I ignored it until last night, well actually, this morning. I was with the girls at Huei Yin's house until 5 in the morning, it was when the Malays woke up to eat their breakfast to start their day for puasa! Lol, that's not important. XD

Anyways, I finally went to a massage at I-don't-know-where-is-it this afternoon, should be somewhere in Gadong or Menglait if I'm not mistaken. XD

When to Josephine's birthday party last night, it wasn't a wonderful ones, but whatever. I cancelled Aaron's tuition to go to Jo's party early. Mehhh, carrying this stupid feet around looks foolish~! -.-'' Meet Pam and Seng up at Seri Qlap Jolibee then went to Jo's house, before that, I went to the bank to withdraw some cash for use~ XD (patrol fee baa!!!)

After the dinner buffet, Jo seemed to be really busy walking around to entertain and play with the others (drinking, and all, you get the idea~), well, it's her party anyways. =O She didn't have the time to entertain or play with us. Hmm.. so, Irene, Gretson, Pam, Seng and I and 2 of Jo's friends were there inside the house, talking, taking pictures, and... yeah that's all. .__.''

Finally, she decided to cut the cake and sing her Happy Birthday song at 9 and almost 10 ish. 0.O and of course after the cake, we ciaooooooo liao~! XD Before that, there seemed to be a little argument inside, mehh, dogs, can't expect much. =s

After the party, I went to the mall to pick Ling and Huei up~! Wanted to pick Teng up at Mei Fang but well, it was too late since she passed by my car before I even reached Mei Fang. So yeah, we did a big U-turn to go to Sing-U-Me to pick her up, then went to somewhere in Bandar to stop to chitchat for a bit. After awhile, around 12 something, we decided to go to Huei's house so we can at least drink water or go to toilet, oh and, eat. XD HEHEHE~ talked a lot last night, and finally, Ringu chan decided to go home at 5, basically before the sun rises. XD

Hmmm~ that's for the day. Just feel like recording things here so I will remember it whenever I wanna. To prevent short-term memory? Heheheh!! xpp

Hona, mata~!

BBQ party at Kuan's~

Nyaha~ just woke up, couldn't remember any dreams that I dreamt last night. Which is boring~ cuz I like the feelings of recalling dreams~ it's like I was in a wonderland, not unless it's a nightmare! =OOOO

Anyways, went to Kuan's BBQ party with Pamela and Seng last night before or around 8pm, I followed their car there cuz I did not know how to go to Kuan's house and I is takut I'll get lost! DDD: But after we arrived, only did we know that his house was actually quite easy to spot, just that it's quite far~ :OOO

Lol, by the time we arrived Kuan's house, the party wasn't ready yet, and it looked like they have just brought the charcoal out and only about to start the fire. .__.'' So nevermind~ we waited there until 9 something, and Pamela suddenly wanted to see Kuan's doggy, Norman. So we went inside, but Norman seemed to be shaking a lot (or was it shivering? o.O) cuz Kuan said it's afraid of thunder.. (Oh yesh, did I mention it was drizzling and thunder last night? =b) hmm~ that was something interesting~~ o.O Heheh~ so yeah, I THINK, after awhile we went upstiars, to Kuan's house to play with Norman~ xD Until most of the people came, and until the BBQ was ready to be served! :DDDD

I guess we took some pictures last night with Lina and the other girls, but PamPam seemed to be shy shy~ :OO lol I should have introduce them to each other, now I kinda feel bad about not doing that. -.-''

Meow~ a short entry, at least I try to update! HEHEHE! xpp

untitled~ =O (lazy to make one! xD)

Hahah~ Gawd, I'm starting to slack again! I don't feel like doing anything these days... not even practising on my song.. =s this is Baaddddddddd~ Nooooooooooooooooooo! This cannot be continued~~~

Woke up around 12:30pm today, it's late! SUPER LATE! I don't like waking up late because it makes me feel like I have missed some parts of my life. =s what a waste. And what's worst is that, by waking up so late makes me feel like I don't wanna do anything, not even going out, not even go to work, not even studying... darn..~ Shikarishirou, Min~! Arggggghhhhhh~

Btw, went out with miss Mary at night, Jack dropped her at the Kiulap mall and then we went to shabu shabu for mango icecream since Mary suddenly crave for it and I wanted to try it too, but... NO MORE MANGO FOR TODAY! okay fine, we ordered another one, which is kiwi ice. Well, it wasn't bad~ but according to Mary, it still lose to mango ice~ xD very lazy to upload the pictures but ah well~



After this, we went to a place at kota batu for another limteh session~ HAHAHA! damn eng la tonight! wooots~! what a night~ Oh yeah, forgot to mention, I didn't go to Japanese class tonight, darn, lazy~ T.T

Oh and~


Saw this car the other day at my mom's workshop, cooL~! never knew Hyundai coupe can be this Sexy also! Wooooots! xD but damn low la the bodykit~ =s



Jya, mata ne~ x3