Wonderful

Just like the title, there's only one word to expression my feelings, that is: Wonderful. I don't know what other word I can use to express my feelings, but this is what I'm feeling right now. I've never felt so... really, I can't express myself right now. I want to record things down, at least once every day, because this is the only way I could keep track of myself of where I am, how I will grow, and what kind of person I'm growing into, so that when I look back again in the future, I would know how much I have grown, and from what kind of person I used to be, to what kind of person I would be in the future.

I would say to the future me, if you've achieve what you have always wanted, then congratulations! This is where you'd wanna be, you're probably traveling to places where Amway offered to you, enjoying free life with your family, or go to places to help people who needs help, guide people through their hardship. Either way, you have overcome every thing in God's name, with God's power and help. Give thanks to that! If you have not achieved whatever you wished, or dreamed of, then you obviously have not overcome whatever that you should, I don't know what is that you're facing right now, laziness? Depression? or Humiliation? Or you're the one that is looking down on yourself? No matter what it is, please, walk out from your darkness, your comfort zone before it's too late.

No matter what it is, never forget to Give Thanks to God, for all the good and bad things happen for a reason, it's always for our own good. Never. Ever. forget to thank God for being with you, listening to your complains yet still stand by you, watching you from the heaven above.

Whatever I do, I come to learn that God is always there, watching me. Whether I'm doing fine or not, he's always sitting in there silently, doing his magical tricks, only I don't see him doing because I now learn that, all the time when I have trouble I'm only focusing on my own problems. We, everyone, including me, should learn to put 100% our trust with God, knowing he will lead our way, because he will. Who says it will be easy when God is leading you? It will be tough, it will be as bad as whatever you've been and you would be going through, it would be like the darkest journey you've ever been walking. But at the end of the day, you'd still find that sun rising up to announce another day is coming on it's way.

I have so much to say, but this is what I could think of right now, I should probably stop typing and gotta go chat with my egi~ he's been waiting for me whole day~ :) I feel loved, really. From God, my Family, my Church family, and my Egi, my dear friends and of course, Amway's family too. I love everyone of them, I shall cherish this moment.

"Our past has become a history, it's no longer exist, we're only left with Today and Tomorrow. So forget about what you used to be, they're all blown away by the wind. From now on, cherish this moment, do what you should, and you can definitely do it!" - This is what God have told me, and yes, I shall cherish this moment, give thanks to the bad and good, things will go your way! Amen!

YUI - HELLO live at Budokan

YUI's live at Budokan!!! How I wish I could go to Japan and see her concert at Budokan~! TT__TT



I wanna be someone like her! So gentle and cute and crazy! Most importantly, she's a good song writer, she write songs that touch people's heart...

In my life, I've been searching for what is it that I'm really good at. Though I have come to realise that nothing is easy afterall. Seriously. You can get people to support you from your back, family or friends, though you still have to overcome everything on your own and work hard no matter what. There may be times you feel like you're stuck in one place, not moving at all.

I remember once, a paster said in a church service, that we're like an arrow, we have dreams and we want to achieve it. This is the time when you're like the arrows a quiver behind the hunter's back, being stuck there and you think you're doing nothing. Everytime when the hunter reaches his back and get an arrow, you thought it might be you, but no, not your turn yet, and you feel even worst. Finally, when the hunter grab you, and put you on the bow, getting set, you think "FINALLY! I'M GONNA HIT THE TARGET!", and you realised you're being pulled away, FURTHER AWAY from your target. THIS IS THE TIME you feel even worst and feel like giving up. YES! What could be worst than this? The thing is, the hunter HAVE to pull you, in order to shoot you straight and strike the target! So HANG ON to this VERY MOMENT. When the hunter let go of you, the arrow in his hand~ you will go STRAIGHT and STRIKE the target you want!

And guess, who is the hunter? It's God! :D

Although I've been playing guitar for awhile (still not very good until now) because of YUI, I've come to like bass more and more recently~ XD Especially funk rock genre of songs, the bass sounds sooooo alive in them! They literally make me wanna dance! XD I mean SERIOUSLY!

Here is one of the funk rock bass solo that I saw on youtube. His playing style is called "slap-pop" if I'm not mistaken, correct me if I'm wrong! :P



Interesting, isn't it? I'm going to save up some cash on my own and buy a good bass and learn myself~ Though I'm thinking of changing my major to bass, but yeah, still thinking. Bass, this instrument looks easy, and look like it's nothing or something which is not so important. In fact, it is. It can be the most easiest instrument to start with, but hardest instrument to master, well, that's what I think. Because, for bassist, you need to know the harmony of the whole thing, and if you don't, the whole song sounds off, or you can't play with your band at all~!

Let's say bass is a big tree, and guitar, drums and other instruments are like rain, wind, and clouds around the tree. No matter how strong the wind is, the tree will stand still, or maybe a little bit tilted, and waving his branches. That's just like how bass is, strong and still. WELL, WELL, that's just how I think of bass. It's like the soul of one song, and of course, drums too. You can have piano and guitar playing a song, because piano has the note of bass in it. But if you're to play guitar and drums in a band, that would sound kinda weird... Well, I know people do that some times, I'm just saying most of the time, it would sound weird. :P

Lately I'm kinda always imaging myself playing in a band as a bassist on the stage. It's just so daaaaaaaaaamn cool to be a bassist, especially female, long hair... well, don't really have to be long hair but yeah... XD (Now I'm imaging Mio from K-On! XD) I KNOW RIGHT! Mio is daaaaaaaaamn cool and cuuuuuuuuuute!! Because she's a bassist! XD

Apparently I lost my K-ON pictures so I had to get pictures from the internet and most of Mio's pictures are of fan art~ it's okay! She's still cute and cool even in fan art~! XDDD AND THE MODELS ARE SO DAMN CUUUUUUUTE!!!

Damn, I feel like sleeping now, all of sudden... waiting for time to pass now. Oh yeah, I have to practice guitar for my exam for the week after. It seems like I'm sick of my PL class, just randomness.. lalalalalalaa~~



I HAVE TO DO WELL! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR~!