Once in a while

Really, I guess my blog's loading really slow due to my huge rozen maiden's layout. LoL! I just havent got the time to change it, forgive me! XP

Once again, I'm back, in a really long time. Sorry about that, but I really don't have that much time for blogging and all those stuff. But then I'm sure that I'll be going to the prom thingie and will be sleeping over that night, I guess. Then I shall wake up very early in the morning and prepare for work. I've been changing these days I guess, work is quite more important to me than other things, but ofcourse my friends' are more important, that's why I'm really willing to take leave for the prom and gather with my dearest friends since I have not much idea when I'd be seeing them again. Really sad huh? My friends, they're finishing their O' levels and some of them are going back to their own home towns and maybe not coming back to Brunei anymore. So it might be the last chance for me to see them. Should be appreciate though. =)

I'm trying to get an easi line, not 3G but easi, DSTcom line. But I guess it's hard to find someone who wanna sell it, it's out of stock even in DST at Yayasan Bandar. Once I found someone was selling, but then it was sold when the next time I contacted with him. Well that's fine then, I'm still looking for it. Hopefully I'd be lucky enough to got the line. Then it's be quite easy to contact with me when people wants to contact me cos I'd be holding the phone around, Kekek~ XP

Wondering why am I on here? cos' I'm working morning shift today. From morning 10 to 6:45 in the evening. And today, 14th of November, my younger brother's 13 year old birthday. All the best and wish him a happy birthday =). That's all for now I guess, miss all my friends out there, and then wish you guys all the best in O's. ^^ Ciaoz, sleep tight~ =3

Welcome my computer back! XDD

First of all here, I'm glad that my CPU is back to me again!!! Miss it so much man! Hahahah!!! XD But miss Vin more lar~~~ T x T My cousin just installed a new graphic card in my computer, and it become slightly faster, I'm quite glad and thankful about it. Btw, I did something that I had never did before. That is, the first time I ride bus by my own, alone. First time I look for my first part time job alone. First time I work around the mall alone. Well~~~ there're something that I'd never expected.

Today, my friend and I agreed to go to the mall together to see his girl friend working in the mall around 9 something. Then I felt tired that time, so I told him I'd go by myself later around 11 something, since his girl friend was there with him, so yeah. Around 11 something, I started feeling bored, then I packed my bag, said bye to Ling them all and went before my next lesson's teacher come into the class. That's escape, I know. Lol~ XP But there're not many people in the class anyway, and the teachers weren't really teaching, they're just sitting down there and talking to students and some more.

So I kept walking to the Guru-guru builiding and waited until the bus came. There was this quite heavy rain before my 01 bus came. I was waiting there and feeling quite afraid, cuz' I was there waiting alone. After the rain, the bus came. I ride on it though there're some annoying malays trying to attrack my attention. I looked to the other side when they're trying to block my way to look for my bus. So yes, first time I ride on bus, alone. LoL~ Then later I saw my friend, Sia Yong and Tzing Wen at the bus stop, I was so shock to see them with the whole body wet... We were like talking till so funny, the whole bus is like, just rain? O_o" LOl! XP

Later on we went to some places to look for part time job (cuz' they're looking for it too.), went to some places but they need no emplye, so yeah, we sat down and eat something in food court. I had a cheese bread though, quite nice, after suffering from the hunger. Haha~ XP Then after they gone to jaya for more works, I went to Eileen Chen and look for the job (my friend in Bingo told me to look for them, cuz' they're part of bingo.), they told me about they'd need some help from the 1st to 11 november, but I said I'd need to work from novemer to december. So they did, told me to write down my informations and tell me they'll inform me after they arrange their time properly. And I believe them too. So yes, I went to look around after that too. CK, Charles and Keith, quite a nice shop I know, my friend is working there, and her friend told me that she will try to help me to ask the manager about me, yes, I trust her too. Thanks so much. =) After that, the most scary ones, I guess this is why they say interview with boss is really scary... = =" Yes, I went to Utama Grand office, and took my vacancy form, from the boss.... = =" and he asked me about blah blah blah~ and blah blah blah~ LOL!!! kidding. Well, he asked me whether how old am I, then I said 17, he took a jiffy to think, and took the form. He asked me whether I'm local, I said no, so he told me to show him my IC. So I did. (phew, scary.) Then again, he took some moment to look through my IC, and said, "16 years old lerr, where got 17" Hahahah XPPP then I said, coming anyways, hehehe. Then he slightly smile to me. (An Oyaji anyways~ XD) Then Hmmmmmmmm~~~ He asked me to full fill the form and hand it in to him tomorrow 2:45pm. Hmmm, wanna test me not to be late is it? = =" No worries... LOL!! XPP Anyways, 3 jobs for now, not sure whether I'd be in, but wish me good luck... ._." First time for me to work out side, I hope I'd be a good girl out there.. ^^"

WOahhh, now then I realised, a Lonnngggg entry am blogging~ Hahahahah XDD will drop an end here then. =3 For those who's reading, thanks for reading. XD anyways, I hope it'd be good enough. Have a good day, not too stress, for those who's on exam. =3 Vin, Manzy, and the 12 Dragons, all the best and good luck all of you guys. =3 Burt, hope you're fine there, Irene too ^-^. NIght night, minna-san~ ^-^ Oyasumi nano~~~ =3

my poor Cpu... T x T

Sorry for didn't blog for one day, yesterday. Coz' my pc got sent to the hospital last night, so I didn't managed to blog. What's wrong with it, you're asking? Coz' my cousin was checking on something for my CPU, actually he just wanna compare and see what is wrong with my cousin's computer. Then he unplugged something that's not suppose to unplug unless you got the material to put it back, that is some kind of special oil for that thing. Then he brought my CPU back and take it to repair I think. So I'm now using my brother's laptop to online. Aight, funny huh?

Then I saw this entertainment news on TV, it's about DBSK (Dong Bang Shin Ki, group of korean singer, if you're wondering.). There's a small anti-DBSK group (I have no idea why those people are just too free to make those anti-fans thingie... is that so fun...?), they pretended themselves as their true fans, then gave DBSK's leader a cup of water which mixed with super glue, then after awhile the leader had drank it, he immediately got to sent to the hospital to wash his stomach. Then after the girl had know it was that worse, she went to admit that was her who did that. I was like, is that so fun to be some kind of anti some groups? Especially they're just trying their best to sing a better song to their fans, and there're someone trying to kill them from the dark? What the hell is wrong with this world? And I even heard there's this news about North Korea is testing their nuclear bomb every once in awhile, sigh... And is it so fun to be in war?? I'm really wondering... Sore tachi wa honto ni baka desu ka?

Anyways, Manzy, hope you're okay there, don't stress yourself too much, and Burt also, relax yourself every once in awhile, Vin also yeah~ kimi tachi, must take care yooo... =) Ja, mata desu...

Hello Everyone~~~~! X33

Hello Peeps, am back!!! sorry for not leaving a message for my hiatus. I was busying with my finaly exam, hoping I won't fail this year, and working hard for it. Well, yes I did. =) So I guess my next target for now is to look for a job to work. Then after that I'm going to save my salaries into a saving account and earn some interest. And it's glad to know I only left one week till it's holiday!!! XDD Well here, four of my exam paper is given back. I got 2 fails out of four papers. Science, I got 35%; and Geograph, I got 45%. Hmmm~ They're all quite easy, only if I work harder for it. English paper II, quite bad, 35 out of 60. And my Commerce, I scored 75.5%. Yes, 75.5, but I'm not satisfied, because they're some careless mistakes. Well, that's for all I got today.

Now, with a new layout, wondering who's up sitting there? XD She is... Tada~~~ Lapislazuri Stern! XD My new favourite character from Rozen Maiden!!! XDDD They're the coolest doll anime that I've ever seen! XDD I love Her!!!! XDD Oh wait, you thought she was a boy? O_o Yes! she isn't!XD Below here is the picture of Rozen Maiden, you guys should have a look at this anime, it's really nice and somehow quite sad and meaningful. =3 I really like it tho.





It's talking about the 'father' of the dolls, wanted to created the most perfect doll, call Alice. But none of them is perfect. So the 'father' wanted them to fight with each other, the winner, will be the doll of Alice. Shinku, the doll with red colour custume, she's the fifth doll, at the same time, she's the main character, with really cold expressions. You'll shock by the time you see her wake up fom her beauti dollie sleep. XD And there's one doll who will never appear in the whole anime, she's Kirakishou, the seventh doll. A doll which have a rose in her right eye, unlike the one you see in the first picture, she's Barasuishou, she's the fake version of seventh doll. There's a rose mask on her left eye instead. And honestly, Kirakishou is DARN PRETTY!!!!! XD Wannt see? It's the second picture you can see up there, no one know how Kirakishou look exactly like~ =3

And I just finished one sketch of she and her elder sister, Jade Stern, LOL! THE FUNNIEST CHARACTER!! XD eh wait, she isn't Kanaria is! LOL! XD You'll know who is who only after you watch it! XD And you'll understand what the wordings beside Lapislazuri Stern means. =3


tho, what I draw isn't the same sketch, I'm drawing it right after I finish the anime, so I'm not so famliar with their clothes. LOVE THEM!!! XDDDD

Continue the previous entry~

Lol~ Seriously, I don't knowhow to continue that entry with SOOOOOOOOO many picture on it~ Maybe it's kinda hard to blog anymore with that many pictures in and somemore it's on mozilla? Sometimes I really find things hard to do with in mozilla ^^" But yeah, for internet surfing, I still like mozilla~ hahahahah XDD

Anyways~ Continues the entry!!! Kekekekek! And I just saw one DARNNN mini skirt online, and it's soooooo cute!!! But Hey! never expect me to wear that. = ="

Yesh! this is the mini skirt that I'm talking about. Really cute isn't it? O_o EROs~ Stop Looking!!! XDDDD Jokes~ She really got the pair of nice legs~ o_.; Well! XD


Hora hora!!!! This is also one of the cutest to me!!! Hey! Wipe your saliva!!! XD It's too cute and too pretty! XDD LOL! well, ._." I guess I really wanna buy it! LOL!!! XDDD so desperate larrr!!!! XDDD Ermm~ Am I a little too hyper or what? XD Still looking at the pictures of the socks~ I never know I can find this many!!! XDD Actually there're a lot more, but then I guess I'll just show up the cutest, just incase not many of you guys would it that much~ =b Lalalala~ XP

Socks...? My fashion entry!!! XP

Man I just feel like looking for soemthing for myself. And Yesh! socks! Tha'ts something that I've been waiting for quite awhile~ Lol~ wondering what it is? Okay I'm gna show you now!!! XDD Man It's sooooooooo cute until you can't breath!!!!!
It's sooooooooooo~~~~~~~ Cute!!!! from the picture below you can see how the model wear the sock. In fact it isn't really a sock, it's just something like you have to wear it like how you wear your pants, well I don't really know how you call it~ =b
It's is sooooohhhhhhhhhh cutee!!! x333~ Yesh, you wear it inside, cos there're holes there... ._." unless you wanna show your butt to others... = ="

And something I want is actually This ones!!!!! it's like a shorts/ pants, but it's actually something like socks? You wear it with skirt, so you don't have to worry someone will spy your panties~ WELL!!!! JOKES! XP

And if you're wondering how it's like with skirt, there're some samples below, and it looks REALLY SWEET!!!!! Isn't it? x33333

Me sucks

Yesh, I suck~

http://www.blogskins.com/info/110063

This is the new blog layout that I made this afternoon, I know it suck. It's not sweet at all~ lalalala~ XP

I've checked those rated me, and I went to their blogskins, well, they suck too, and I will never change my font colour, cos it suck if I change. And I'll never change my background into white, cos that's stupid = ="

Story about Lolita~

Woots~ Vin just told me how Lolita came from and something, so I find it a bit interesting and went to find it on net. I got this result from research~ it's kinda interesting actually~ Take a look~ XD

NPR.org, September 15, 2005 · "Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul."

That's the opening line of Vladimir Nabokov's groundbreaking novel Lolita -- the story of a 37-year-old man's emotional and sexual love affair with a 12-year-old girl.

When the book was first published 50 years ago, it was considered by some to be obscene, to others a masterpiece of fiction. Over the course of five decades, the "masterpiece" vote has won out, more or less -- but even two generations later, there's still a lot of debate.

Fans of the book say the racy nature of the plot is secondary to the true art of the words. It's written in the voice of a man driven to murder by his urge to love and control the young girl. Nabokov's prose alone can seduce readers into seeing the man's otherwise outrageous and criminal point of view.

Nabokov, who fled persecution in Russia and in Nazi Europe, was a professor of Russian literature at Cornell University in Ithaca, N.Y. when he wrote Lolita, and many of the places described in the book are easily recognizable by residents today.

The author did a tremendous amount of research to get the details of American life right. "He would do things like travel on the buses around Ithaca and record phrases, in a little notebook, from young girls that he heard coming back from school," says Nabokov biographer Brian Boyd.

The germ of Lolita was created in 1939 -- a short story, in Russian, about a man who marries a woman to get to her daughter. It was not well received, but the idea never left him. A decade later, Nabokov took up the story again in America. And again, some of his friends were horrified.

The book was rejected by five American publishers, who feared they'd be prosecuted on obscenity charges. It was first published in France by Olympia Press, which put out some serious books -- and lots of pornography.

Nabokov didn't know that -- he was just relieved someone agreed to publish his book. And so Lolita debuted, clad in a plain green cover, in Paris, on Sept. 15, 1955. It was published in America three years later and was an immediate hit.

Within a year after the U.S. debut of Lolita, Nabokov left Cornell. He had earned enough money from the book that he could afford to stop teaching and write full-time, and he spent the rest of his life in Montreux, Switzerland. Lolita has so far sold 50 million copies; it has been translated into dozens of languages.

So, this is the result. I wish I could find that movie/ novel too~~~ XD But wait, it's a bit like into sexual thingie, maybe it's forbidden~? You never know~ ^^"

Reira Starring Yuna Ito - Endless Story

Again another song for my buddies~ x3 this time is a song which is quite soft and hmmm a bit of high pitch (I hope I spelled it correctly~ ^^"), well kinda like this song too~ x3 This song is sang by Yuna Ito, a quite pretty singer, but one of her pictures quite surprised me a bit, cos... she look a bit like Indian in that picture ._." Well don't get me wrong yeah~ I don't mean anything with that actually~ XP
http://www.supload.com/listen?s=SR670Lx63G5#






Here is the translated version of the song =3

ENDLESS STORY (English)

Lyrics: D.A.Thomas & ats Translation: Jonathan Wu

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It is hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that goes on and on in this radiance
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why please tell me forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that goes on and on in this radiance
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of endless love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

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And Ofcourse, This is the Romanji version of the song~ Enjoy~ X3

if you haven't changed your mind
soba ni ite hoshiiyo tonight

tsuyogaru koto ni tsukareta no
osanasugitano everytime i think about you baby
imanara ieru imiss you
it's son hard to sayt i'm sorry

tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tameni
utaitai kono uta o
owaranai story tsuzuku kono kagayaki ni
always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

memories of our time together
kesanaide konomama don't go away

atatkaku tokedashite tashikameru no
yasashisa no shizuku kono mune ni hirogatteku
setsunai hodo ni i'm missin' you
kasaneta te hanasanaide

tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tameni
utaitai kono uta o
owaranai story taema nai itoshisa de
tell me why oshiete yo zutto eien ni

tatoeba dareka no tame ja naku anata no tameni
utaitai kono uta o
owaranai story tsuzuku kono kagayaki ni
always tsutaetai zutto eien ni

Again, Trial~

Lol~ good thing here~ W-inds.'s Trial, I've finally found their MV!!! XDDD Enjoy here!!! XDD



MV is not as nice as expected, but yeah, still can watch lar~ XD

Nothing much happened today though, just feeling a bit tired, and headache somemore. Did a bit of maths in school(I finally know how to do that darn graph thing!!!! O_o;) , glad with it anyways. Thought I'll be working in the mall for the promotion thingie, but not, cos the person decided to look for my cousin instead. Lala~ Too bad~ $26 per day, quite much actually, Lol~ Well, anyways, more free time for me then~ XD Lazy to play trickster also... ._." It's okay I guess, Promised VIn to wait for him to start over his character~ Waaaasehhhhh~~~ How I wish finaly exam would come to an end soon! And then holiday is APPROACHING!!!! XDDD But yeah, time is like going so slow~ in fact it's fast like Wow~~~ = ="

W-inds. - Trial

Aight, found w-inds.'s new song, Trial, on the net, quite nice, but to me, it's really nice. LoL~ This is the Translated lyrics below. If you're interested, download it here~ ^-^ http://wmv.8ttt.com/wma/v8v8_cn/lx/h8/40/Winds01.wma

I may fall down, I may be in pain
But I'll get back up every time
No more tears; in the end, the tears I cry
Aren't a time to regret...but a time to be happy about

Sometimes the road to your dreams is anything but smooth
"Talent" isn't a precise concept and it can't be proved straight away

Nobody has left town without getting hurt
But I've decided that, even though there are no guarantees for tomorrow, I'm going to take a chance

I've started running towards my dreams
But it wasn't just for me
The reality isn't as sweet as I thought, it's hard
But I'm sure I'm stronger today
Than I was yesterday
No more tears, I just pretend to be string
And it quietly spurs me on

Unable to find the strength I need, comparing myself to other people
"Confidence" is a vague concept and it doesn't last forever

...How many times did I begin to give up and pack my bags?
But I couldn't make excuses to myself

Whatever the present is like, whatever the past is like
It shapes your dreams for the future
If you suck it up and get through it, you're sure to understand what it's all for
The rain will stop, the night will give way to the morning
The sky goes on forever
No more fears, all restrictions
Are just weaknesses your heart makes

I wonder if someday
I'll look back on these days with fondness
Enough...to hold my head high and tell my kids about it
I may fall down, I fall down
But I’ll get back up every time
No more tears; in the end, the tears I cry
Aren't a time to regret...but a time to be happy about

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And this is the Romanji of the song, ^-^ Enjoy~ =D

Nando datte okiagaru yo
Taoretemo itakutemo
No more tears saigo, nagasu namida wa
Kuyashii toki ja nai...ureshii toki

Yume wo ou koto wa tokiori "kenjitsusa" to magyaku
"Sainou" nante futashika de sugu ni risshou dekinai

Daremo kizu tsukezu ni machi wo deta wake ja nai
Demo kimeteta hoshou nado nai asu ni kakete yuku

Hashiridashita yume e to, tada
Boku dake no tame ja nai
Genjitsu wa omou yori amaku wa naku tsurai kedo
Kyou no boku wa kinou yori mo
Sukoshi dake tsuyoi hazu
No more tears tsuyogari wa itsu datte
Boku no senaka sotto atooshi suru

Chikara dashikirenakattari dareka to kurabetari
"Jishin" nante ayafuya de zutto tamote wa shinai

...Nando, akiramekake nimotsu matometa darou
Demo iiwake dekinakatta yo jibun jishin ni dake wa

Donna ima mo donna kako mo
Asu no yume egaiteku
Ukeirete norikoete imi wa kitto mitsukaru sa
Ame wa agari yoru wa akeru
Kono sora wa hate shinai
No more fears genkai wa itsu datte
Fu no kokoro ga kizuku yowasa dakara

Itsu no hi ni ka konna hibi wo
Itooshiku omou kana
Mune hatte boku no ko ni tsutaerareru…sore kurai
Nando datte okiagaru yo
Taoretemo taoretemo
No more tears saigo, nagasu namida wa
Kuyashii toki ja nai...ureshii toki

LOha everyone~ x3

Lol~ Here I am to blog again~ XD Was thinking of blogging something else, but while I was waiting this site to load, I found something interesting(to me at least, they are~~~~ XD) I found some cute umbrellas that made in Korea, wanna have a look? Have Fun~XD

Lolita Fashion Style~

Woots! This is what I got from my friend's lolita magazine~ and there're really lots of kind of Lolita. I just uploaded to my wretch photo album. Have a Look yeah~ ^-^

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=rainmin&book=6

Here you are and enjoy~!!! x33

Pui~

Okay now~ My blog is now back to normal finally~ I just deleted some of the weird post, the first princess hour that I've posted, and the lava lamp ones. At first I thought it might be something wrong with the html in that post, So I deleted it. But it seemed nothing change after that, so I tried to save my first princess hour's post up, and then deleted post in my blogger. And now it's back to normal, so I'm not planning to post it here again. Well anyways, it's good to see my blog is back to normal again!! lol~! I don't know what should I make for my next layout, kinda lazy to change tho~ And sorry to Zy yeah~ Didn't make the blog length properly~ XP I'll try to make it normal kay? XP hope it's okay to wait ._." cos I have some projects to do nowadays, especially chinese ones.

I've registered the Chinese and the English Trickster. In chinese, it is 'Caballa Island', not bad I suppose. I feel like I'm playing Tales Weaver instead. Man I really miss it~ T x T How I wish I could join either Japanese, Korean, or rather English ones, But as what Vin told me, the English version Tales Weaver, they're like game system's protection is very high, so IF you did anything wrong, you'll get banned. 'Cause they don't wannna end up like Chinese's Tales Weaver, too many people making mistakes or spoiling the game.

Today, is Sunday, my grandfather is back from hospital. Too bad huh? You can't do much things when you're old. And then it seem like everyone is leaving you alone. You know what? I always seeing my grandfather walking around alone, eat alone, sitting in the living room and nobody talks to him. Sometimes I would talk to him, like asking whether he already had his diner or not. Sometimes I think, I hope that I could earn as much as I could, and then my next generation would have a peaceful life. But ofcourse, they have to save some money for themselves too.

Hacker BOmb? O_o

Oh my godness~ I just saw this and I really really really wanna post it and show to all of you guys!!! I'm gna post this artical (spell correct? @@") and let you guys know. I was searching online for the 'teh bomb' that's one of my gaia commenter's page's character. So I was wondering what is that and went to look for it, and then this is what I found, some hackers might turn your computer into a bomb. When I saw that I was like 'Oh what the...?' Why do people nowadays LOVEEEEEE to play those hack thingies? Is it so fun to hack to others' PCs? And what about the poor ones? When their computer got hacked what can they do? gna by a new ones again? That's really frustrating, really. And the picture shows below, I suppose some of you guys know about this already, don't you?
Well, I hope none of this thing will happen to us and to everybody. Sigh..

Princess Hour~!!!! x333

Again~ Another Princess Hour, but with more and clearer information in it~ XD

**Lee Shin, Lee Yul, Chae-Kyong, Hyorin~!!! They're so cool!!!! x333 (man goong's the best ._." Yayyyy!!!!!!! XDDD)**

Cast: Joo Ji Hoon, Song Ji Hyo, Joo Ji Hoon, Yoon Eun Hye, Kim Jung Hoon, Kim Sang Joon.

A perfect boy from a noble bloodline, with good looks and a sense of unpolished beauty has to marry against his will at the age of 17. An ordinary girl from an ordinary family, with a clumsy character, average grades and average looks oversteps the prejudice and barriers surrounding her. The process how they fall in love with each other unfolds with excitement.Shin Chae-kyeong and Lee Shin, because they don't know each other well, go through numerous incidents in which they end up fighting. Chae-kyeong witnesses the scene where Lee Shin proposes to another woman to avoid their arranged marriage and this is how the two become fully aware of each other’s feelings. The story evolves from the fact that Chae-kyoung's grandfather was very close to the former monarch, whose wish was for her and Shin to get married. This gives some impetus to the otherwise unrealistic union of the two. As the drama progresses, many other 'fine-men, including Lee Yool, a cousin of the royal family, make their appearance. The story of the two characters, who keep quarreling about structural problems such as the rules of the royal household in the midst of the difficulties of being a prince and of the arranged marriage, will unfold in an interesting way. The show's fun lies in the episodes concerning the status gap that exists between a prince and an ordinary citizen. As more problems of status arise, the uniqueness of being a prince will be more greatly exposed, and doubling the fun of .When the king's illness gets worse, Crown Prince Shin receives an order to get married his arranged marriage partner. Shin realizes that there have never been personal choices available in the life of a Crown Prince, though he's only nineteen. Prince Shin proposes to his girlfriend Min Hyo-rin. Taking it as a joke, Hyo-rin shows her cute smile and takes off to practice for an international ballet competition. Shin doesn't hold onto her but just smiles faintly as she turns away and leaves?Chae-kyeong has a dad who stays at home as a full time house-husband after his business failed and a mom who works as an insurance consultant.Chae-kyeong's family, which was able to create happiness in the midst of difficult times, suddenly becomes in-laws with the royal household. To Chae-kyeong's parents everything seems much more like a dream, as they see that the arranged marriage grandfather always boasted of become realized. Chae-kyeong cries out loud, not willing to accept the fact that she has to get married at the age of nineteen, but Shin accepts the marriage, not caring about who becomes the queen.To him, she's not a person he'll ever love anyways and she'll just live in the palace like a doll. Meanwhile, Hyo-rin engages herself only in her ballet practice abroad without knowing about her boyfriend's marriage. Yool, second in line to the crown and the son of Crown Prince Hyo-yeol, who abandoned his position 15 years ago and left with his wife for England, comes back to his motherland. Upon hearing this news, the king instinctively senses the danger of Crown Prince Shin losing the crown and orders Shin to be careful of Yool. Shin just laughs at the fight over the crown and ignores the king's words. Chae-kyeong enters the Oon-hyeon palace, the palace of the new queen - bride, to get educated as the future queen. Shin, who visits the detached palace, is stunned by the beautiful presence of Chae-kyeong in her ceremonial dress.

English? or Chinese?? @@"""

Hmmmm well~ I've been wondering, whether I should play the English, or the Chinese version of the Trickster. Lol~ The Chinese ones look nice, but the English ones not bad too~ It sure looks like the online game that I used to play, it's Tales Weaver. It's a really nice online game that I've ever play, maybe it's just because of that I hardly play those RPG type online games? HmmM~ anyways~ =b I've alread registered the English version of the Trickster before I blog. It looks like something wrong with it though, I registered, but it told me to rejoin it again. But while I was trying to rejoin, it told me that the ID that I was trying to register was used. Hmmm~ Oh wait, I guess I can use it now~ Lol~ XP

Back to today, me, and the 12 Dragons went out(only some of the dragons) to the Mall, to watch movie. We watched 'Little Man' if I didn't mistaken it. A funny movie that is. Then we went to look for some prom thingie. Then waited for my mom to come then send Vin and Manzy to Qlap for tuition.

Hmmm, I guess this would be the end of this entry, don't feel well today, have no idea why, but yeah. Take care buddies.

meowwwwwwww~

hmmmm~ it's weird, one of my teeth feel like coming off, and I hope it won't. Lol~ XP

Well, blog days after the GrACE, if you're wondering, it's Great Adventure Catholic Event. It wasn't bad though, I can feel the spirit in them. The worships, the happiness and all that. Well, I learn some new church songs, especially the "Tell the world", it's a nice song. =D People added up lyrics like 'Tell the world that *what?*' Lol~ XD Cool huh? XD

Back then, I had just done Manzy's blog layout, Mai-Hime. Hope it's nice though. =D But please forgive me for didn't ask for your premission then go logged in to your account!! Anyways~ I will not touch it unless you ask me to do something with it. I promise! bleh! =b

Woosh~

Hahahah~ guess what? I think I forgot to blog yesterday, hmmmmm. 'Cause I was watching a korean drama, hehehe ^^" too nice~ until I forgot to blog and upload the designs here... ._." It's not so perfect, but I hope that it's okay!! =b
And yes, this two is the dress that I designed. The left side is about how to make the dress. The right side is about like what it's like when you wear the dress. I got the idea from french maid's costume (spell correct? XP) I hope it look okay tho. Not really good, so you have to use your own imagination to imagine how Nice it is. Jokes! XP Not really sure it'd be nice tho, but I guess I'll give a try. Wait for my mom to bring my sewing machine back, then I can start to try to tailor a small version of this dress. I guess? Lol! Hope it come out well!

Sigh~

Darn~ dammy tired man~ And I got my maths test result today. It was really bad, I got 16 1/2 out of 100... Well, don't really understand the question and was lazy to do the questions also. Aight! I didn't expect my result is this bad, at least 30 something, I thought. Well, it's fine then, Vin taught me some of the questions, and he will be giving me some questions to do each week. Lol~

Well, something that's somehow annoy me is, I wanna try make my own dress. But yeah, Vin was right, he said that IF I make a mistake on the clothes, then I'll have to buy a new set of cloth again. Well, so we plan to buy the cloth first, then only we bring it to the tailor shop to make the dress. Well, I hope it end up well tho.=)

Ellow Peeps~

Hola~ Guess what? I just created an account in IMVU. It wasn't that bad though. You create your avatar there and then you can do anything you like with your avatar. It's 3D, nice effects too. =D I created one, but it's not so pretty yet, I'll show you guys when I buy something for her. =b

Anyways, I have no idea why I'm so exhausted today. It's like I didn't sleep for the last night, but yes, I did. Maybe just not enough sleep I guess. Due to the reason that Joseph called me last night, and I guess we talked like an hour or so? And I went to bed after that. Well~

Waiting Vin to come home now, Hmmm~~ he's going to eat Sushi tomorrow at a new japanese restaurant if I'm not mistaken. Hmmm~ quite not bad huh? And I just remember my parents' coming back next sunday. Woots! It's so nice! Well, I miss my parents. But I'm worrying my grandparents. They're gonna be quite lonely there, eventhough my dad's sisters will be there take care of them. Well, hopefully they'll be fine then. My grandparents' getting older, more and more sickness coming up. Worrying it'd get worse if my parents leave them there, but they have to. Sigh...

Woots!

Just came back from Vin's house, owh, I mean came back awhile ago, then chatted with him for awhile until he has to go for his tuition. And owh! My brother was at home just now, when I came back I was like, Woah! You're here?! Then now he's gone also. Hmmm~ Lonely here again... T x T Kinda miss my brother tho~ hahaha~ XD And owh! Ever since he went to my uncle house to sleep over there, his face is like, growing some disgusting things~ like pimple, but not pimple @@" then the right eye also bangkat~ no idea why... ._." Gna talk about it with my mom~ I told my brother come back to sleep this coming sunday~ hahahah~~~~ XD Then I won't be sleeping alone anymore!!! XDDD wooooooootssss! XD But not sure whether can or not... = ="

School today... wasn't that bad, despite that my maths test wasn't what good. Hmmm~ Too bad~ I did until like page 4, then others are all blank. Not I don't wanna do or I didn't listen to the teacher in the class. I DID, but the thing is, don't really get what those algibra thingie, well I know my spelling is wrong~ heheheh! XP I suppose I need to work harder for my maths start from now, and Geo too, well I suppose every of my subjuects needs to. Lol! I don' wish to fail anyone of them in my final exam. STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrr~~~~ I know I can study, but I'm just like too lazy to study when I'm at home. Sitting in the front of the computer, hands' typing, eyes' watching. Lazy to move my butt to hold the book. ._." Hahahah! Anyways, I'll work hard, I don't wanna end up like last year again, just few marks then I'll go up to the higher level of my secondary life. Grrr~!! I'm too old to be in secondary only now!!! STUDY STUDY!!!!! Blaaaaa~~ ._."

Relationship with friends in school, wans't that bad today, a lot to talk to with Siew Ling and MiTel~ (actually her name is Michelle, Siew Ling's sister, Siew Swian changed her name into MiTel... Anyways~ it's sort of a cute name also wart~~~ XDD) Drew something in the school, and then lazy to draw anymore~ hahahah!!! XD Well~ Vin made me his design partner, he's for design stuffs like poster and blablabla those things~ XD And I'll be designing blogskins for sure~ Lol! XD Price Offer ofcos!! THANKEWS!!!! XDD

Singing!

Lol! Yes, singing! I have been singing these days, I don't know why, but my dad's computer can sing with the mic, and your voice will come out from the speaker, really nice for a person who wants to go to karaokae huh? XD I'll post it here yo~ hopefully it wouldn't be too bad to hear! XP

Right! This is the video! Lol! Hmmmm, 'cause photobucket don't support music I guess? So I just recoarded it with webcam. Hmmmm~ Sound a bit vain~ BUT yeah! What to do? XD I kinda like this song anyways! Wonder of Madeli, should be like this in English title. Hehehe~ School was okay today, nothing much. I wonder when my English is gna give us our composition essay. Hmm~

Bwoohhhh~

Nothing too much happened today, remember? It's just sunday, nothing much would happen. People reach kianggeh; people leave kianggeh, normal life. Hehehe~ =b Chatted with Vin, Mon, Josh, and Roey, he was asking for a temporary job, and he's going to hunt for some job at Gadong tomorrow. Good luck! =) Well, see you guys with more things in the blog tomorrow then. =b G'NightZ! =D

Scandal~

Hmmmm, found this video quite awhile ago, feeling bored so upload it here. Heheheh~ feel free to download also yeah~ ^-^
http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b137/rainmin/?action=view&current=751b59b8.flv

And yeah, this song isn't that bad though, quite cool the song. ;) Hope you guys do enjoy it yeah~ =D Take care~! x3

New Hair Style

Yeah! New hair!!! XDDD Hmmm wait, actually it's just new fringe style ._." Anyways, I took the picture with it again! XD let's see whether it's nice or not. Hope it'd be okay though~ =b
Hehehe, this is my new hair style, Oops, I mean fringe. Not much changes also I guess, it's just shorter than it used to be, and nicer than it used to be! hahaha! XD 'cause it's like, layer, but the previous ones, hmmm, not really. ._." anyways. a short blog here again! hope it's okay! XD I'll blog more other day! XD

Yo~ Peeps~

Lalalala~ was too bored to death. So I was planning post thing boring picture here. Hahaha! Took by my dad's webcam. Hmmm, not so bad tho~
Picture of after I bathed, hair still wait. Look like I'm with short hair huh? Hahah! XD Too jobless so took this picture. =b

Darn Thing..

Yooohooo, am back again! I was at my uncle's place for somedays, and now I'm not going back anymore, I guess. If you're wondering, their mental daughter, had done something bad to me, that's why. Now I'll show you the reason why.

First, I saw this. My brother told me that someone drew some dirty dots behind my star. Iwas like, huh? Who did this? Then he was like, Nehh your lovely cousin(Anyway, she's not!). Then nevermind, 'casue it's just a little thing. Then he ask me to turn to the front, it's like worse ya know?

When I see this, I was like, My Gawd! This is so dirty! Then I thought of, Nevermind, it's just a small matter, maybe I couls wash it other days. So I forget about it.
After awhile, before sleep, my brother show my favourite CD with LOTS of Scratch behind. I was like, what the foot? My dics never did anything wrong to her.

I was like, so heart broken enough when I see this. Then I told myself, it's okay, you hardly listen with CD anyway. Then I calm my self down at least.

Few hours later, I woke up. Wanna wash my face, looking for my hair clip, and I saw this. Hmmmmm, sigh, it's hard for me to wash my face without this... Well, never mind then. I tied my hair and then went to wash my face.

After I came back from school, the first thing I look for is this white tiger that Vin gave me for my Birthday present if I haven't forget. I couldn't find it anywhere. But I know the mental girl did play and don't know where she put. After long while of searching here and there, I found my ring on her hand, green ones. Sigh. Then I ask her whether it's mine, then she doesn't seemed want to answer me. Then I was like, nevermind, maybe it's hers. Then her dad came back talked to her, where is my white tiger toy, and asked her go and find it out. So she did. And you know what? I tried to go to the place where she was, I found my 'W W J D' hand belt. I was like, My Gawd the green ring was really mine! Then I went up stairs, to look for her. But by the time I reach up there, the ring wasn't there anymore. And then my maid was looking out side the window, and I know something bad, that's she drew it out side already. I started to like, couldn't stand it anymore, then the maid told me, my white tiger might be in the long kang. And I was like, What The FUCK? In the LONG-KANG???? Then the maid went down immidiately. I was standing at the window and look at the maid. She was walking nearer and nearer to the trees. Then while she was walking, I can see the little white thing in the grass. Then I went REALLY Angry and hit here hit there... The mental girl was so scared and she cried. The dad came up, and then hit her. And you know what he said? 'You want me to hit her right? You made me hit her.' I was like, Fuck! Like it's my fault want your daughter to break my things, and throw my things out side? GRRRRRRR!!!!!

Then later on, the mom called my mom in Taiwan. And then this is how I'm back to my house. Ummmm, should say my grandparent's house.

Coldddieeee......

It's cold here!!! Help! I'm freezing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X_x

Man, raining in the afternoon, then my room is like so darn cold now. = ="

Woot, I have no idea why I can't enter friendster. My friend asked me to check out this person, Jia Xuan (or something else). 'Cause he or she had been spying my friend/s for awhile, or maybe for a long time. This making them a bit scared, and angry as well. So she asked me if I could hack his/her account, to check out who is that. Hmmm, but I guess I could only ask someone else to hack for me, 'cause I don't know much of those hacker thingie. Hmmmm~

Just played a bit of O2jam, I just raised my level from 19 to 20. Hahah! XD And I can finally play the 'Bride In Dream' normal version!!! XD Tho my result is D. ._." Anyways, my arms like so pain, 'cause I brought my HUGE radio all the way from home to school this afternoon, while it was raining. Hmmmm. Then when I reached there, my hands were like, trambling (don't know spelling correct or not, XO) ya know? ^^" And I'm now shivering..... It's cold here.... = =" I'm covering my self with blanket, a bit better, but my feets' still cold... ^^"

At home now.

Yesh, I'm at home now, at Kianggeh. Souuld say I'm at my grandparents' house. hehehe. =b And hmmmmm, just had a conversation with my mom few hours ago. She bought me a Mp4 player, DVD/CD burner, and then she'll buy me a hard disk for 80GB also. Lol, eventhough I wish she could buy me about 200+GB or something, but well, I guess it's enough, since they'd already spent a lot because of me. ^^" And my nephew just sent me an mp3 before he went back to his house. Hmmmm, somehow lousy mp3... I think? lol! But he told me it cost like $89 outside, and today he just give it to me for free. I was like, awwww how kind you are (And I was just kidding, he's just okay! XD).

Been missing my mummy ever since she's gone to Taiwan. Hmmmm, miss her very much, really. Somehow I have to sleep alone in the room tonight. Due to the reason that, my brother is still at Kiarong, with my uncle, my parents are out at Taiwan. Hmmmm. Hope that God'd protect me, let me have a good night sleep. =) And protect my parents and grandparents in Taiwan as well.

I like to be alone, but I'm afraid of loneliness; I like the darkness, but I'm afraid of staying in the dark. Odd, huh? I'd start think of those non-sense when I'm alone, I'm in the dark. Like thought of ghosts would appear somewhere in front of me, behind me, or bump into me abruptly etc. So I would pray, whenever I'm afraid, pray to God that give me the courage, he's always be with me, so I'll try to tell myself not to be afraid whenever I am. And I'm learning to be a good person, 'cause to me, like I've changed a lot since the beginning of the year. I know, everyone could change just within a second. And I hope I'd be a good person next time. =)

Boring there~

Yoz~ Here I am again, at home this time, abviously. Well, I'm kinda sick of something here, but I do now know what is it or what happen to me. Just had a Conversation with my mom, kinda miss her. =b And my dad as well. They were going to bring my grandparents out and walking around in the park or some place else I think. Well, they have to exercies tho. =3 Kinda miss Taiwan a lot, the places that I always go, slightly came up to my mind for sometimes. Hoping the times would go faster, then my parents will be back faster so that I don't have to wait no more. I really don't like to sleep over my uncle's place. It's like, no computer, no internet, no music, no vedios, no nothing, just tv1, 2 , and 3 there. Hmmmmmm. = =" I'll bring some books there for myself to study. Aight, and I thought that my uncle would come around 7 something just now, and it's already 8:08pm now, he's not here still. Maybe this is just the punishment of I'm always be late? hmmmm.

For my mom's information, my dad bought a new laptop, the latest ones. = =" Asus, kinda shock when I heard he bought a new laptop. 'Cause he just brought his laptop there, then sms-ed my mom last week, about something wrong with his laptop. Then today my mom tell me he got a new laptop. I was like, hmmmmm~ ._o" Internet is just like crap now, can't connect to the other websites, so I can't show the laptop here. I don't really remember what model it is. A bit sleepy here, I think I'm going to finish the entry now, don't really know what to type in here, don't feel like thinking anything. I just hope I could just stop going to my uncle's house. = ="

Well, night night everyone. =) Have a good night, sweet dreams. =) Don't get yourself too tired over anything. =) Nightz!!!!Boring there~

Going.

Aight, it's sunday again today. Gonna go to school tomorrow again, don't really feel like going, but have to go anyways. Going to my uncle's place to sleep tonight, he'll come around 9 something later and pick us up I think. Mosquitoes flying in my room, gawd! I got bitten by them! = =" And lead's song is playing, their song is like so childsih, and I somehow feel weird with the dance. ^^"

Well, I just got a messege from my mom from Taiwan. Said that she's at home at Taiwan already, and I'm glad to know that. =) Anyways, I think I'm having a little sore throat, forgot how you spell it. =b It kinda hurts when I try to yawn everytime.

By the way, I just watched a bit of anime this afternoon. It's called 'Paradise Kiss'. Kind a nice and old anime. It's storyline is like, about a person with cloth designing dream and romance anime. They're only 12 episodes altogether, short huh? Well, I found a link of that anime to you guys. Hopefully it'd be a nice anime to you guys. =) Here I ciao first. ^-^ http://anime.excite.co.jp/pkiss/story.html

Tonight.

Awwww, kinda empty here now. Nobody's here, I mean, My mom's not around, Vin's not going to online 'cause he went to Tatto and will be going to sleep over at Larrie's party place, forgot what is it called. And my brother went to tuition, nobody here play with me. T x T How sad, huh? Aight, no choice, I'll blog here then. =b Listening to 'The moon of 16th night' by w-inds. Kind a nice song though, relax and hmmm, sad somehow? Well, downloading a Mozilla theme, don't know whether it's nice. It's apple brand theme, hehehe~ hopefully it's not that bad then. =b

Somehow I'm kinda sick of the font of my mozilla, so darn not nice. I tried to change the font, but nothing happens. = =" Well, that's fine that, I'll try to download and see. =b Owh yeah, I just downloaded some MVs last night, they're all nice songs to me. Like, Yue ding sang by Guang Liang, Wuan Mei sang by Jolin, and some other songs/MVs, I kinda forgot what are them. heheheh =b I'd like to upload it to the web if you guys wanna watch it. =3

My friend asked me to design a prom cloth, just the top ones, 'cause she had the bottum ones already, but she don't know what to wear for her top's. Well, so I did. She like it too, I think. I was glad then. =) I'll show you guys someday if I have the time to do so. =b And I just can't wait my mom to come back, miss her already. T x T

Mom's leaving...

Good night people. ^-^ This is another entry before my mom left Brunei to Taiwan. Aight, I'll miss my mom for sure. T x T Listening to Jolin's 'kai chang bai', a sad song, this making me even depressed. =b Well, my mom's leaving tomorrow, to Taiwan. First she will go by her first flight, Royal Brunei Air Line to Singapore, then go Taiwan by JetAsia I think? Just saw her air ticket this afternoon, it's JetAsia if I'm not wrong.

She's going to Taiwan look after my grand parents with my dad and attend for my cousin's wedding, if I guess. 'Cause my aunt from Taiwan just called here last month, asking whether my mom's going, or when my mom's going, and then she told me her son is getting married the next month, which will be on August, forgot what is the date. Well, all I hope is my mom will have a safe trip to Taiwan and back. =)

And Oh! This freaking thing. I will have to go to my uncle's place and sleep over there every night, but yeah, I'll still be blogging here, do not worry about this. =b The only thing is, I freaking don't like their family. Aight, I don't know how to say but ummmm, yeah I just don't like them.

Currently, waiting for Vin to come home. Aight, my mom will only come back one month after she go to Taiwan. With my dad ofcourse. Actually, I somehow can't wait till my dad come back, 'cause I know he sure will bring a lot of stuffs back. Like something that we sure like, 'cause my dad's too morden and he Love to spend his money on those morden technology stuff. = =" I wanna pray for the safe trip back for my parents! XD Hope that God will always be with them. =3 *prays*

Fuii~~

Wooo~ I'm back to blog again!! XD Sorry for not blogging yesterday, was so exhausted that I don't feel like doing anything. We got our dance show on the day of 26 July, which was yesterday. Our show, not too bad. We dance for the chinese thingie, forgot what is it called. But it's like chinese dancer and all that. They came to show their dances at Chung Hwa, and our school showed them our winners too, I suppose. =)

It's like 9:26pm at this moment, I was suppsed to blog earlier this time, but something attracted my attention away, which was the jokes in you tube that my friends introduced to me. ^^" It was kind of funny tho, like they show you how they trick around people and those who got tricked were like, Oh my God~ XD Some of them even enjoy the trick! Man! XD

Hmmm, well, not feeling well these few days. I feel like nobody care for me in the school, or rather say I'm ignored? I got no idea, 'cause my friends seemed only care for me when they're happy. Well, whatever you call that, friends are still friend. But eventhough, I don't think I'm going to tell them my feelings and all that, maybe they won't even understand. I know it's not good not telling them, but through the fact, I know that I'm like kind of a boring person, nothing much you would like to talk to me after a while you know me. I think. Or rather, I've been changing eversince? Well, the fact that I don't really like myself nowadays. I feel like I'm being like a person who love to look for fights and all that. I know I shouldn't be like this, but I don't know why. I didn't even pay much attetion in the class nowadays, I'm afraid of that I'm going to fail again, you know? I don't even feel like drawing/sketching/designing and all that... sigh... God please, help me... *prays*

tired > x <

Aight, kinda tiring day today, cos I didn't sleep well last night. A bit of insoma I gues? My mom was watching some cantonese series, and it was a bit noisy that I can't really fall asleep. Then after awhile, I think I just can't fall asleep. And even I sleep, I'll only sleep for awhile then wake up, then sleep awhile again. I'm yawning at this moment~ heheh XP

Owh, Joseph(my ex, but he's just my friend now.) just came over to do a bit his phone, and play a bit of o2jam ^^" level 40, kinda kek dao~ He said his computer got taken away by his uncle 'cause his o'level is coming nearer and nearer, want him to study hard instead of playing computer games online or something.

Owhh mannnn~~~ guess what~? There're something I don't really understand about in the class, especially Math. I forgot what is it call, but it's something like this:
(a+b)2 = (a+b) (a+b)
something like this, I can't remember all.... = =" help~~~~ But hey~ I'm trying hard to understand the question already~ yeah, I somehow get what it's about, but I wish to understand more, 'cause I'm not sure whether I'm wrong or what. Woots, kinda tired, I guess I should sleep earlier tonight, and Owh, I have practice tomorrow night, 8 something till 10 something I think. And then on 26th we'll have to dance at CHMS, for the chinese dancing something, can't really remember. Lol~

Guess it's the end of the blog, kinda tired, headache. @@" Anyways, Have a nice day peeps ^-^

Ice cream~~~ XD

Phew~ haven't been eating ice cream for quite awhile. Just went to had some ice cream lunch with my mom, brother, and 3 of my cousins, Ping, Amy, and John. The ice cream there wasn't bad, I had my black lady, which is like a cup of chocolate ice cream with some cookies and vanila ice cream, it's kinda tasty tho. hmmmmm yummm yummm~ x3

I guess I haven't been touching the blogskin/ layout for quite awhile huh? Feel like changing another blog layout. XD Wait for sometimes then I'll start to edit. Feel like making something that's in the middle ones, 'cause I'm like, feel kinda sick with the left side layout. @@" My little cousin (Nellisha, the youngest cousin in my family) is walking around in the house, she's soooohhhhh cuteeeeeeeeeee!! XDD I'd like to post her picture up here someday, to share with y'all how adorable she is! XD

Guess this should be an end of this blog, kinda bored here, waiting for Vin to get home and chat with this Ms. Min. XD Didn't do much with the Gaia, still 1187 gold there. I wanna buy some nice items~~~~~~ Awwwww, that reminds me of Tales Weaver. Sighh~~~ It closed down earlier this year, can't play it anymore~ sigh sigh~ it's such a nice game = =" well, anyways, gna off the blog now, have a nice day and good night. ^-^ sweet dreams to everyone!! ;)

lalala~

Know what~? I find some adult are really somehow useless, and they LOVEEEEE to find excuses for theirselves. Tonight, which was just now, my small uncle's eldest son, somewhat like 4 or 5 years old. He was crying and saying that my brother hit him, but my brother was sitting at my room playing the computer all the while. And my small uncle was there in front of my room, he asked why my brother hit his son. And my brother shouted, "Since when I hit him? I'm playing computer!!" Then I walked toward and said, "He (the kid) always say that people hit him when people never did." Then my uncle said, "Is it your business?" Man he's freaking me out. Then I said, "You know what, he (the kid, again) said that me and Mary (my cousin) hit him when we don't give him candy Only." Then he was lagging there, and said, "He's only a kid." Then I continued, "Yeah, but lying is not good." Then he was like, almost nothing to say for a jiffy, and then he continued with another topic, "Your brother can't shout to adult too, can he?" Okay, I tried shut my mouth up 'cause I know it's really not a good thing for someone like him. Then he continued say to my brother, "How could you shout to adult like this? Don't do that next time." I was walking toward to the bathe room and laughing silently. XP Bad huh? XP I just wanna let him know how bad his son is. Well, if you love your child tooooooooo much, that might Spoil him, so yeah, don't say that I'm rude, and don't blame me if you didn't did a good job. 'Cause I had already taught you a lesson~ =b

Well, this is just my personal things, hope it's okay for everyone. If you're not happy with this entry, left it, unless I know you very well then I would like to have some discussion with you ;) Ciaoz~

weeeehaaaa~~~ xD

Woooo Phewww~ Now I know that my 'Joan' in MT didn't get deleted, it was just server down and can't check things properly, and I was like, Phewww. XD It's glad to know that my work didn't get deleted tho.Here is the link, hope it's okay, anyway, it was my last year sketch! XD I'm going to submit a later ones soon. http://gallery.minitokyo.net/view/244076/

Phew, anyways, I'm at home now (which is kinda obvious~) not online in msn, wooooo~~~ so lazy~~~~ XDD feel like playing maple, but still, lazy too. ._." I was playing the Sims 2, it was fun! XD that 3D is kinda good tho~ hmmm, I made my family a Weasley family! XD I just like that name~ But Vin doesn't~ T x T Never mind~ XD it's all set tho. ._." Woots! But too bad, 'cause I'm not playing the Sims 2 in my own computer, due to the reason that my computer's cd-rom got unplugged or something, so I just installed in my dad's lousy computer. Which will get freeze after awhile you playing it NICELY~ and then you'll be like ARGH!!!!!!!! So now, I'm downloading the Sims 2 into my computer with bitcomet, which is kinda slow tho, and it's eating up all the bandwith that we can't really use the internet. ^^" Well, if you're wondering, I've been downloading since last night, and it's only 17.3% now.

Went to Vin's house today, and had a little nap in the afternoon. It wasn't bad tho, Vin's mom bought me a shirt, tho it was kinda nice. ^-^ (Thanks yo~ x3) Actually was planning to study at his house, but ended up with my laziness~ XD so we were doing nothing all the while. Gotta study abit tonight, heheheh~ and Oh~ draw abit also~ XD I wanna submit something new to MT as soon as possible~ hehehe~ x3. Anyways~ good day to everyone =3. Vin's at tuition now, hope he's not too tired. =3 Take care everyone. ^-^ Ciaoz~

Tidus... Me?? O_o??

Woooo, Tidus!! I just got this from a small little test of which FF's character am I. So I got this, Tidus! (I'm nothing like him I guess o_o") hahaha!! XD I'm glad I got one of my Favourite character anyways! XD

Woot! I have no idea why my 'Joan' doujinshi got deleted from MT (If you're wondering, it's my sketch in MT which is the short form of minitokyo.com). Aight, quite sad tho, and they delete it without any notifications also. Odd, but yeah, I guess I should upload better one tho. A short entry for today, hopefully it's okay. =) Night everyone! ^-^ Have sweet dreams~~~ ^-^

Mario & Nesty - Never Say Goodbye (Lyric)

Yea, Whats going on, 2006 Mario and Nesty
brand new classic
ride with us its about two guys and hot girls
yo keep it up keep it up
two step with me come on
lets do it do it do it like this

1,2 baby clap ur hands
Everybody lets go ha ha ha
I want yall ledies clap again
Let me hear u say wut wut
우리 단둘이 its my story
또 너의 맘이 흠이 내 눈가의 눈물이
너와의 시간은 너무나도 길어 너무 길어
따뜻한 나의 맘으로 돌아오길 빌어
the ghetto 너의 맘이 끌리는 대로 넌 그대로
Never say goodbye so get up


If you go away
You will see me cry
Don´t you let me go
baby Don´t you let me down
늘 함께 있어도 더 가깝지 않은
어떤 의미도 없는 진부한 사랑
Don´t you let me go
baby Don´t you let me down


You never say goodbye
한동안 멍하니 우두커니 앉아
다시 생각했지만
멈출순 없겠어
온통 그대 생각
할수 밖에 없는 내 자신이 미워
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down

And we the best aint no need to stress
Mario and nasty aint on need to impress
Yo! 너의 맘을 받아 나의 맘은 변치않아
허나 맘 텅 빈채로 비워두진 않아
Call it a fling or a love thing
I don´t care I can handle any drama that you bring
밤 꼭 세워 맘 꼭 사랑으로 채워
with out u im etter no one could do it better
Mario right tight errnight that´s right


I am still in love with you hey
내 맘을 절대 이해 못한다고
I am still in love with you hey
Let me hear you say hey hey hey


Yo check it 니가 나를 떠난다고
오직 이세상에 너란 여자 하나라고
꿋꿋이 남자답게 포기하진 않아
only u 오직하나 only u 잊진않아
baby 1,2,3,4 I got the mic check


If you go away
You will see me cry
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down
늘 함께 있어도 더 가깝지 않은
어떤 의미도 없는 진부한 사랑
Don´t you let me go
babt don´t you let me down

You never say goodbye
한동안 멍하니 우두커니 앉아
다시 생각했지만
멈출순 없겠어
온통 그대 생각
할수 밖에 없는 내 자신이 미워 (X2)
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down


1,2 baby clap ur hands
Everybody lets go ha ha ha
I want yall ladies clap again
Let me hear u say hey hey hey


사랑도 변치않아 나의 맘도 변치않아
나의 꿈을 잃진 않아 절대 포긴 없다
Ill logic real toxic switch quicker than tiptonic
hetero sexual the kids flow is incredible
사랑도 변치않아 나의 맘도 변치않아
나의 꿈을 잃진 않아 절대 포긴 없다 Yea-
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Yea, Whats going on, 2006 Mario and Nesty
brand new classic
ride with us its about two guys and hot girls
yo keep it up keep it up
two step with me come on
lets do it do it do it like this

1,2 baby clap ur hands
Everybody lets go ha ha ha
I want yall ledies clap again
Let me hear u say wut wut
Uri Danduli its my story
Ddo Neoeui Mami Heumi Nae Nungaeui Nunmuli
Neowaeui Siganeun Neomunado Gileo Neomu Gileo
Ddaddeithan Naeui Mameuro Dolaogil Bileo
the ghetto Neoeui Mami Kkeullineun Daero Neon Geudaero

Never say goodbye so get up

If you go away
You will see me cry
Don´t you let me go
baby Don´t you let me down
Neul Hamgge Isseodo Deo Gaggapji Anheun
Eoddeon Euimido Eopsneun Jinbuhan Sarang
Don´t you let me go
baby Don´t you let me down


You never say goodbye
Handongan Meonghani Udukeoni Anja
Dasi Saenggakhaessjiman
Meomchulsun Eopsgesseo
Ontong Geudae Saenggak
Halsu Bakke Eopsneun Nae Jasini Miuo
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down

And we the best aint no need to stress
Mario and nasty aint on need to impress
Yo! Neoeui Mamuel Bada Naeui Mameun Byeonchianha
Heona Mam Teong Binchaero Biuodujin Anha
Call it a fling or a love thing
I don´t care I can handle any drama that you bring
Bam Kkok Seuo Mam Kkok Sarangeuro Chaeuo
with out u im etter no one could do it better
Mario right tight errnight that´s right


I am still in love with you hey
Nae Mameul Jeoldae Ihae Mothandago
I am still in love with you hey
Let me hear you say hey hey hey

Yo check it Niga Nareul Ddeonandago
Ojik Isesange Neoran Yeoja Hanarago
Kkotkkoti Namjadapge Pogihajin Anha
only u Ojikhana only u Ijjinanha
baby 1,2,3,4 I got the mic check


If you go away
You will see me cry
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down
Neul Hamgge Isseodo Deo Gaggapji Anheun
Eoddeon Euimido Eopsneun Jinbuhan Sarang
Don´t you let me go
babt don´t you let me down

You never say goodbye
Handongan Meonghani Udukeoni Anja
Dasi Saenggakhaessjiman
Meomchulsun Eopsgesseo
Ontong Geudae Saenggak
Halsu Bakke Eopsneun Nae Jasini Niuo (X2)
Don´t you let me go
baby don´t you let me down


1,2 baby clap ur hands
Everybody lets go ha ha ha
I want yall ladies clap again
Let me hear u say hey hey hey


Sarangdo Byeonchianha Naeui Meomdo Byeonchianha
Naeui Kkumeul Irhjin Anha Jeoldae Pogin Eopsda
Ill logic real toxic switch quicker than tiptonic
hetero sexual the kids flow is incredible
Sarangdo Byeonchianha Naeui Meomdo Byeonchianha
Naeui Kkumeul Irhjin Anha Jeoldae Pogin Eopsda
Yea-

Alooohaaa~~~ XDD

Hii people~ ^-^, it's been awhile since the last time I blogged. I might just 'cause that I'm kinda lazy to blog, or forgot to blog, or don't have much time to blog, lots of excuses. XD Anyways, good to see you guys here again (eventhought this blogger site is coming to a death ._."), let's say 'HI' again!!! XDD

Be appreciative...

Hii everyone ^-^ glad that I'm here blogging again, at least don't be that lazy huh? xP Anyways, I just got an e-mail, its about appreciating your surroundings, like when you're complaining about something you don't really want (not a part of your choice), a lot of other poor people who can't afford it rather go under the hot sun and write on the sand with a branch. Just like the picture shown below...





















And my God, I almost burst out crying, they're so pitiful, living such a life like that but they still appreciate it, eventhough they're eating soil, mud, grasses... They ask for nothing from others, but works hard for themselves, with their weak bodies. They're being so appreciative of everything, why can't we? Appreciate our friends, give them warmth whenever they're cold; give them hope whenever they need it, it'd really help even only a small piece of hope. Sometimes I wonder, is it so difficult for people to show their love? Is it so difficult to care just a little for somebody? Well its true that people are born with a selfish nature...but somehow, your conscience should tell you right from wrong, right? You know how to feel guilt, even if its just a bit. So why not we try to open our hearts and love others, without expecting any in return, just like God does, even if its hard.

I heard this story from my friend; it's about a rich person, whoes afraid of nothing, but his life is full of unhappiness, cuz he thinks that he got nothing with him eventhough he's so rich. Then one day, he met a ghost, their conversation starts:
Guy: ...
Spirit: I'm a ghost.
Guy: I know.
Spirit: Aren't you afraid of me?
Guy: why should I be afraid since I already know that you're a ghost?
Spirit: ...
Guy: Aren't you suppose to be in hell?
Spirit: Do you really believe in those thing?
Guy: I have no idea.
Spirit: Actually we're living in the same world, but the thing is just that, love does not exist in our world, it's an empty world.
Guy: Can I go with you and have a look?
Spirit: Sure, but you you can't take anything with you.
Guy: Bring me along, I have nothing with me anyways.

Right after that, the spirit brought the guy along with it, without anything with him. The world is empty, theres nothing there, not even a little beam of love. That world is quiet, very quiet, even if a street was crowded, you won't even hear anything. The guy began to feel empty, he wanted to run away from that place. But the spirit doesn't seem to want to let him go, it locked the guy with chains, and still carrying him along with itself. The guy's vision began to became blur, and sooner he fainted. After a while, something struck him, and he was so shocked that he woke up. he found himself in his room, asking himself whether it was a dream. then he felt that the place was really empty, a place without anything. Then he walked towards the mirror, and was shocked to see himself wit the perfect looks, and the perfect build. He thought to himself, why didn't i realize this before? Then he realized, that he was spirited away into another world, so that he would then realize that he actually had something others didn't have. He didn't appreciate anything, and now he realized, that he actually has more than he could imagine.

Imagine you were the guy, will you only realize that you've had something all along when you actually lose it? Well, I guess it's time to end this entry, it's late now, I shall go to bed. I feel kinda tired, got maths extra class tomorrow morning, and then dancing practice after that. Anyways, I hope this entry wouldn't hurt anyone... =)

Here again~

Here I am again, blogging, I'm now in computer lab at school, not having computer lesson but free period. No teacher's around, or maybe I just don't know who's the teacher~ *hehe* currently playing flash games(nothing else to play anyways~ =b) gonna have some papers back again, I hope I did score a good result, yes, hopefully =b. Maths should be quite okay, but I don't think my geography paper would be that lucky, lol~ =b. School computers are darnnnn slow, they're also sometimes show that page can't be found, then I'll be like, ermmm, I've been waiting this page for so long and then you tell me you can't find the page = ="~~ and i guess two periods had finished (I just noticed that @@") Well I have to go!!! take care everyone @@"" *rush million meters to classroom*

Lee Joon Ki~~~

I'm back~~~ with a new layout yeah~ ^-^ Can you see the guy there? His name is Lee Joon-ki, my favourite actor XD I first see him was on one korean drama, 'My Girl'. It's a nice drama, I kinda like it, intro to everyone also yeah =D. And Owh! A new drama of his is coming soon, the drama is named 'Grace / Lee Soo-Young'. I'm not sure whether it's nice, but I feel like kinda attracting me after watching his hot clip, here I show the hot clip for everyone to see ^-^.



This is trying to put the clip up here, I'm not sure whether it works. If it's not, I'll try to change it later =b. Anyways, I just finished my mid-year exams, it was fine, except for some not really good due to I did not really study for it ^^" I got 37/60 for my English paper two, 73 for my commerce, Malay papers are not really good so yeah ^^". Science is 66%, same as my first test's result, that was quite good to me at least. I think these are all I got, can't wait to see my computer paper~ hahaha xP Well, as Chung-Hwa's had finisehd their exams, SGS is starting, so here I wish, Vin, Pam, Manzy, Michelle, AJ, and those 12 dragon members, ALL THE BEST!!!!! GANBATE-YO!!!! XDD

I heard burt's sick, is burt alright now? I don't really have much thing to say on msn, so I'd like to say sorry to my friends here, sorry for hardly chat with you guys, cuz I have nothing much to talk ^^" really yeah... but yeah.. hope you guys are fine, Irene too ^-^ hope everyone is fine there, work hard, but don't be too tired, drink more water and rest more ^-^ And I think I should stop here and go to Mugen's since I haven't been blogging at there for a long time as well, take care everyone ^-^, miss ya'll =3

buddies... T_T

Hey buddies!!!! sorry for the lack of blogs~ T_T awww, I miss you guys you know T_T well, I could not be able to online for these days, due to the fact that no one pay the phone bill (my uncle's ones) and so the internet could not be able to use. And Owh! One more thing~ my computer got shocked by the lightning few days ago, the power supply is destroyed T_T. I'm waiting my dad to buy a new CPU power supply = =" I'm now using school's computer to online ^^" and ummm... time for the next period = =" take care everyone!! sorry everyone T_T...

I got all my result good, except some of the subjects ^^"
Good luck to those who's having O's ^^, VinVin, Manzy, Aby, Ang, Michelle, Jessie~ and dont be too tired~ Burt and Irene ^^

scout troop =D

Wheww~~ what a tiring day~ hahaha! =D well, but I guess I just had some fun today =D. I decided to go to some activities with my scout troop afternoon (I'm sorry for this sudden, Vin >_<), about 1:30 pm + to 4:30 pm +. We, scout tropp, went to a place called 'Happy garden' if I make no mistake. It's a place where disable people go for study, or learn something new there. I was quite nervous at first, but after awhile, I find them friendly and naive =), and then I was able to talk to them (althought I'm not so good in Malay language ^^"), I'm kinda gald about it =). Ummmmmm, we went there, for help them on the glass decoraction, and my also friend asked me to design the scout world wild logo -_-". First, we took a plate, a transparent plate, and then took a piece of paper which already has a picture on it and stick behind the plate. After that, we waited awhile till the teacher came, they're from the place named 'Da vinci' (and I was wondering, huh? Da vinci? I thought it was suppose to be the name of a book?). They taught us how to put the thing on it, then after awhie we started. I was teaching a malay little girl, it's kinda difficult to talk to her since I'm not really good in malay language ^^". We were drawing a duck, out lining and then waited for it to dry up. But the malay girl needed to go somewhere else before the thing dry up, so I waited and wandering around in the room without disturbing others. Someone handed an extra plate to me, it seemed no one want to use it. Then suddenly, my friend, Wai Yan ran to me, and gave an idea of making scout logo on it, and then write our name. So I took Teacher Guan's scout note book, and then drew a world wild scout logo on a piece of blank paper, then I out lined it then they started to put on the colour on it after it dried up. It's purple outside, a little green and white inside, I think I'll show you guys if my friend send me the picture of it ^-^. Then hmmmmm, they wanted me to write all of their names on it, the plate~ o_o" tho it's kinda hard ^^" hahaha xP but everyone wants me to write!! I'm sohhh Happy =D hehehe but Shhhhhhhh XP I'm not being proud k? XO but yeahhh kinda happy tho =D. After that, we thought we'd get some punishments from 515 (scout leader, teacher, his name is wu yi wu, but we call him 515 instead xD he's always kena bully by the scout members XD ), but he say us quite good instead (yay! xD). Ermmmmmm, I heard that there'd be a world wild scout camping in London this year. Woots, Girl it must be good! I wish I could go, but I guess it would be kinda expensive tho T_T. It's in Londonnnnnn, I had been hoping to go to western country for plenty of years!! lol!! But yeah, I guess the chance for me to go is kinda low tho T_T, cuz', if it's at the end of the year, I might be going back to Taiwan, so can't go; second, if it too expensive, I don't think I can affort it ^^", but it's a chance of making new friend over sea also =D.

Well, it's getting late now, I guess I should sleep now... hehehe =b Hmmmm, Sweet dreams everyone ^-^ and hmmmm sleep tight! don't fall off the bed yeah! xP Love ya'll! XD

FInally... *Phew~*

Fuiiii~~~~ Finally national day is over now, I can finally relax now!!! *phewwww* Just done with Vin's layout, Hitsugaya Toushiro's layout. Well, exams is coming on March, is Vin's Birth month at the same time, gotta get something for him, hehehe =). Tuition is going to start on 1st March, which is on wednesday. Going to Pro-ed, near by lee apple in Gadong (just upstairs). I'll do my best this year, gotta work harder and harder. Woots, I'm currently listening to Jolin's song, Tian Kong; Sky. I don't know why but among all the song I'd heard just now, this song is the nicest, this song gives me the feeling is like... kinda sad... Gonna make another layout for myself, I'm not really satisfy with this layout. And Oh! I have to do Pamela's layout too! I nearly forget about that (sorry Pam!!! =b)

Currently playing Maple, not online, neither MSN or Yahoo, cuz's I'm afraid of that my computer would be lagging ^^". And wooots!!! Justin plays Maple? Let's play together! lol! xP awwwwwwwww too bad you'd be playing it only at the end of this year. I'll be having my government exam next year, can't really play games online or come online I guess. Anyways it's still long way to go, ahahah xP So yeah, don't think that much, I'll do my best this year!!! XD Ganbatene, minna! =D Ganbarimasu!!! XD

Darnnnn

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn the notional day thingie, grrrrrrrr!!! Today was suppose to be the last day of the practice, but, the hell~? They go give some alasan and complain our school for blah blah not good enough and blah blah blah, and so we're going to have another practice on tomorrow morning. Grrrrrr. = =" I almost went crazy just now, keep plucking the grasses at padang. I was almost vomited as well = =". They asked us to stand under the sun for like at least a few hours, and then some of the student of fainted. I was like, are you guys really human? Or just some unknown thingie but with human look? Grrrrrr. I heard Vin say that, Sultan told the ministers to take the locals for the national day dance, but then don't know what did they do made the sultan changed the mind = =". So baddie them. Grrr. I was saying, 'why don't those ministers come down stand under the sun with us? So that they'll know how 'nice' it is~' = =" My friends agreed with what I said O_o". Anyways, Hopefully tomorrow will be a windy day~ so that nobody would get pengsan, nobody would ge mad, etc etc. It's okay if we only stand under the sun just for a while, but people would get mad if stand too long. Just like the sun is burning up the whole body, and then temper also raise up = =".

Alright, and hmmm, after practice, went back to school, forgot what did I do. Then when almost time for dismiss class, I went back to class, I saw Kevin was downstairs waiting. I was shock that I thought he got his extra class, then he said his teacher go for valentine again, wow~. Then ummm, he said he was hungry, so we went to cantin for food, and then sit down in the hall eating. Well, ummm, then after that, go home. I'll continue the other time, sorry for the lack of blog.

sheesh

Damn this school, Damn the Chung Hwa Middle School. Why are most of the students in Chung Hwa Middle School are all getting worse? lousier? Man, we're actually not suppose to go for National day dance practice, but because of some brats, we'll have to go for practice tomorrow... Shheeshhh... I realy wish this school smash down into dust... -_-

Back from school...

Yesh, I'm back from school now... just don't really know what to do. Just bathed, slept until Vin called, and then here I am, online. I really don't like people disturbing me when I'm sleeping, now I'm feeling abit... =.=*, but yeah, never mind. Today, wasn't so good during school time, espacially the two childish boys in my class, I really really feel like punching them. The first time in my life I wanna punch someone so badly, Sheeeshhh. If I can't punch them, it's okay, I won't mind, but I'll try to hack their email, or computer if I could do so. I don't mind if nobody's gonna help me, I'll learn myself, and I'll Hack them. Cuz' I know No one would like to do it. Well, I don't wanna fight, I just wanna do something that they won't even know. Alright, don't wanna talk about it that much, I don't wanna be a spoiler of somebody's mood =S. I heard my dad say that I almost got dropped before I was born, and I thought, 'Wow, how lucky am I~' but for now, I'm thinking it as a different way, 'Sheesh, why didn't I just dropped?' No reason, I just... think like that. Maybe one day, I'll know the answer...